I'm doing 30 things
working on it
11 months ago
Ciggie count: Zero today, 1 yesterday; 9 or 10 on NYE-yuck!
snoopygator's Life List
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1. relax more
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2. possibly become a foster parent
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3. stop measuring myself by other people
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4. get CEN, TNCC
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5. make more friends
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6. learn to ballroom dance
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7. find my son a girlfriend
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8. Remember the great quotations I hear
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9. attend the macy's thanksgiving parade
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10. drink less alcohol
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11. battle affluenza
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12. find a church where I feel comfortable
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13. lose weight
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14. tithe
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15. volunteer
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16. get lasik surgery
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17. eat properly
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18. get back in school
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19. find a dream job
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20. learn more spanish
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21. organize finances/pay down debt
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22. figure out what to do about my mother
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23. get garage and closets cleared out
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24. MOVE
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25. be kind
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26. get a PDA & learn to use
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27. get a digital camera & use
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28. maintain my appearance more
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29. write a book
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30. stop smoking
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Recent entries
I am not meddling – really! I AM PRAYING- a lot. I know that he is kind of lonely because he has told me so. He’s college aged, a little introverted,wholesome enough but not a goody-goody, very well built, smart, funny. He’s told me he wants the companionship and is definitely not considering looks alone.
Honestly, I don’t plan on passing judgement on some poor girl; my other grown kids have relationships and I basically have the opinion that if that’s who they like/love then that’s who I gotta like/love too.
Any ideas besides pray harder and be patient longer?
Time to stop lying to myself.
11 months ago
I am one of those “social” smokers. Can do without for weeks or months at a time. Have periods when I ramp up for a while but always have the long periods of abstaining. I read a book once that said this was the worst kind of person to quit.
For me smoking is equated with self-loathing; it may seem like a great idea at the time but boy, do I hate myself the next day.
This is like a 1st step for me, admitting that “I can take it or leave it” has bitten me in the butt.
