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because now I’m learning Italian! I’m so proud of myself.

but my self esteem has lowered immensly.

I use to be in shape, I went to the gym four times a week for two hours. Alas, those were the golden years of high school cheerleading and now, two years later I have gained about 10 pounds and increased pant size.

It feels rather vain and silly for me to be so worried about my weight but I want to feel confident and attractive. I want to impress myself.

I plan to begin a detox cleansing diet this week and then slowly get back into the swing of things. My diet has become rather dull, being a vegitarien I should be eating wildly fruitful and colorful dishes yet- the frozen food section beckons me every time I’m at the store.

This blog is my first step.