sofyne

Been getting a total of 4 messages from ex this week deleted them all , i deleted it!!! And he sent me three invites to his birthday party but I’m not going to go; after the last time he treated me like a joke, so i will not attend.

I was driving to work yesterday and saw him on the corner, I just pretended I didn’t see and drove past him…it felt so good driving past him. Normally i would have beeped the horn, but this time i don’t need his attention. I know he saw me but who really gives a damn.

I’ve gotten to stage where personally don’t want to know anymore or care wot he’s dealing with in his life coz i’v got my own to sort out, I guess out of site out of mind and the no contact rule is working for me. I think I’m finally there now gettin over him now “Oh happy day”.

I can’t believe i wasted so many months pinning over him, when i could have been having fun. But no like a fool i got all depressed, stopped going out, faked my smiles to hide my pain coz my joy was taken away. Well That s##t ain’t happening no more.

At the end of the day Our book ended and now I’m working on my own novel.

To All my ladies/guys under taking this goal i feel your pain, it’s like it’s endless. But please don’t depend on someone to make you happy because it is admitting that you have no power over your life. And we are mightier than that.

And thus which one are WE a Victim or a Worrior.

A victim is someone who believes that safety and happiness comes from the outside, thus it takes very little to take it away.

A warrior is someone who knows that happiness, fortitude, and endurance comes from the inside, nobody absolutely nobody can take that from you, unless you let them.

Keep your head up people….hopefully the aching pain will pass…for all of us…and wot a wonderful day that would be.

one love to you all

Sofyne xxxxxxxx

My grandad died this year, and it meant growing up and giving up!!!

I now live & look after my Nan, who is lost without my grandad.

Giving up – has meant my independence is now limited and things i wanted to do with my life have been put on hold for the moment.

But i feel honored to be with my Nan, she has taught me so much from childhood till now.

Growing up this time around to me means being less selfish about my own needs and to put others who matter first.

Ok!! All in one week
He emails and says “how r u long time no hear speak or see hope ur ok holla back”......i deleted it and blocked the address
He texted me his new number….i deleted it!!!

I don’t personal care at this point, because responding back would only set me back and i’ve made good progress.