I haven’t been on 43 things in a while but i needed to update this goal.
I thought i was over it all but i wasn’t, it’s strange to think someone still had some type of emotional power over me. Everyday in my thoughts which used to piss me off.
I went out with some friends, to be honest i was dreading going coz i knew he would be there and i haven’t seen him for a long time (years), my stomach was doing monkey flips days before.
I walked in the club and there he was!!! and OMG I felt nothing for him at all! All this time/years i was worrying about nothing! I was scared of dating again coz i was unable to let this fool out of my system.
The fact that he is very unattactive to me now made the process of facing him that much easier. I was so proud of myself i walked to him, had a little chat and brought him a drink! And i secertly toasted to myself I’ve Finally LET U GO!!! When i got home i danced around my bedroom coz i was so happy. Letting go is the best feeling in the world!