I'm doing 25 things
I was so close to getting rid of it. i deleted xanga and twitter, stopped using aim. i deactivated facebook for a week and felt way better, and when i reactivated it i didn’t feel the need to check it constantly until i got a totally unexpected post from someone i knew that sparked a new friendship and COMPLETELY turned my life around (for the better, i hope). except now it seems to be dying down and im getting so paranoid, and i just keep checking, coming up with bizarre reasons why hasn’t he said anything to me, why he’s been online and commented HER pictures but not talked to ME. and i keep checking telling myself that i’m going to miss something completley life changing like that if i don’t…
I feel so lost and torn up inside. Whenever i’m home, i probably check several times every hour, even though i wait until later to reply so that nobody is aware of my problem. i’d go out with people instead but most of my friend/relationships are in rough patches and all i can do is wait to move out at this point [too bad that’s not until a year from now]. the question is why do I keep checking if none of these people are really my friends?
Should i try the sunday thing? set up email notifications?? help!
