yeah. it didnt happen. graduation is this weekend. and i have felt like a colossal loser this week. watching my friends who are YOUNGER than me graduate. i dont really even wanna go watch, to hear where my name SHOULD be. i know there are people who see me as a failure, or a wuss. or just crazy.
but i dont regret the time i have taken aside to try and get better. my life has improved ten fold in the last year.
but i miss you guys already, much more than i miss graduation.
my friends are leaving. again.
i love you.