I bought a fish a few weeks back. He’s still going. Pretty amazing. He really livens the place up and makes it nice to come home to something – even if he only comes out to say “hi, it’s time for food”.
Small step is a good direction.
| 1. |
October: Walk home from work three times a week.
1 entry . 7 cheers |
1 person |
| 2. |
October: only contact him if he contacts me
3 entries . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 3. |
October: Sign up and attend salsa class
1 entry . 3 cheers |
1 person |
| 4. |
set my 43 goals from a place of quiet confidence
2 entries . 5 cheers |
1 person |
| 5. |
become a roller derby queen
3 entries . 8 cheers |
14 people |
| 6. |
develop ravishing confidence (that has backbone)
4 entries . 34 cheers |
3 people |
| 7. |
Get a tattoo
1 entry . 12 cheers |
17,691 people |
| 8. |
take life less seriously
7 entries . 28 cheers |
103 people |
| 9. |
grow my own vegetables
10 entries . 32 cheers |
1,169 people |
| 10. |
write haiku on fridays
2 entries . 13 cheers |
172 people |
| 11. |
make a beautiful, inviting, uplifting home
1 entry . 6 cheers |
12 people |
| 12. |
live the poetry that's in my soul
1 cheer |
3 people |
I bought a fish a few weeks back. He’s still going. Pretty amazing. He really livens the place up and makes it nice to come home to something – even if he only comes out to say “hi, it’s time for food”.
Small step is a good direction.
This one is going pretty well. Yes, there are still a few reactive goals on my list (the monthly goals). But these are really just to help me get back on my feet. I think I will only do one or two more months of monthly, then settle down into a more long term pattern of goals.
I just need to get on an make it happen now!
Ok so I’m not contacting him again. I tried to be friendly today and totally got shot to pieces. I just don’t think I need to be treated like this. I was chatting to my flatty and I think he is just one friend I can do without – cos he isn’t being terribly friendly. I don’t really care anymore how much he is hurting (well that’s not true, I care) he doesn’t need to be rude.
It sucks. This sucks. This is going to suck a lot – but not nearly as much as not going through this…