About the whole bestfriend thing….Nenene’s not it. Nor is Shelby, like she once was. It’s not Mi Amiga Saundra. It could be Juliea…If we still saw one another as often as we used to…
It’s not Katie. I’ve decided she’s a ‘Psychic Vampire’ and I just have to get rid of those…I’m trying to seperate us…It’s only succeeding in pissing her off and making Jeremy laugh his ass off.
Jeremy. Jeremy my Jeremy…I absoloutly love him. That’s what I always say. I mean it. no one makes me smile like he does. not just by thinking of them. no one else. He’s never done anything wrong to me. He’s never lied to me. He’s never hurt me in anyway other than my being gay, which he can’t help. It’s not his fault. but I wish I knew who’s fault it is…I’d take good care of them… grr. The only guy I’ve EVER cared about…ever. and well…I can’t have him.
