springbulb

Yesterday wasn’t so bad but today I’m practically flying off the seat of my pants. I’m pretty much drawn to any hint of food and it really doesn’t help that I sit right next to the kitchen at work. SO I get to inhale all the food coming out of the microwave. UGH!
I’m hanging in there. SO far I’ve got a headache but not so bad yet.
The first 4 days is the worst for me but after tha hump I should be ok…sigh.

I’m starting Day 1 once again and I intend on making it through this time unlike the last time. Its been exactly a year since I accomplished the 1st MC and haven’t been able to keep stride ever since. Only making it to day 5 only to give in.

So far so good. I intend on going for at least 20 days this time. I have a few things I want to do at the same time. I would like to try meditation and have a few books on it to keep my time occupied instead of thinking of food.

This time I’m doing it for the cleanse, the weight loss (that would be the big plus), and for the mental-clarity/spirtuality I’ve been reading so much about. I hope to see you all around for the next couple of days…I’m sure it’s going to be a trying time. Wish me luck!

Officially yesterday was day 1 but I got stuck in traffic for 2 hours with no LA and was a hungry banshee devil by the time I got off the bus. I cheated by eating broccoli and chicken when I got home…so technically today is my first day and this time I will not be cheating….for this time I came prepared, unlike yesterday, and brought along an extra serving for my ride home.

The bathroom thing is very annoying. It seems I have to go every ten minutes. The SWF was not a problem although I debated taking the tea this morning. Yesterday was a close call. I did the SWF just as I was about to leave the house…as soon as I got to work I had to run to the bathroom. So today I did the SWF as soon as I got in. You can say yesterday was full of trials and error.

This is my third cleanse…but technically my second because I cheated throughout the entire second cleanse. Not to mention it lasted a month and half because I kept cheating and starting over. The first time I was able to do it without a hitch but for some reason the second time I wasn’t able to stick with it. This time I feel like I’m really ready to do this and do it right.

I’ll definitely keep you updated on my progress as I go along.