squishy1981

This is one of my most important goals. Mostly my anger from being hit by a car while crossing in a crosswalk with the right of way by a man who will never face repercussions. Whenever I feel pain I feel an anger so intense that not even screaming at the top of my lungs would make me feel better. When I’m angry like this it’s because I’m thinking about how he was in a rush for a few seconds and I will always have problems. He can forget me and never even cared about me, but my pain will always remind me of this person. I was powerless when it happened and I’m powerless to do anything about it at all. It isn’t fair. But because I can’t change it, I should learn to accept it. It’s a very hard thing for me to accept.
It has had repercussions on every aspect of my life, including being able to make money to move out of my living situation. I don’t know how to start letting go of this anger, and I even feel angry about doing it, but ultimately, it will be better for me.

because I’m late to everything probably 90% of the time!!!!

My goal is to get better at saying “lalala” in my head when I’m feeling fine and people around me are cranky, negative or complaining so it doesn’t effect my own mood as much as it tends to!