sran1389




I'm doing 40 things
 

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  1. 1. stop procrastinating
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    30,366 people
  2. 2. meet my grandfather
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    16 people
  3. 3. clean my room
    1 entry
    2,794 people
  4. 4. write my book
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    280 people
  5. 5. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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    3,003 people
  6. 6. Learn American Sign Language
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    612 people
  7. 7. See all the films that have won the Best Picture Oscar
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    314 people
  8. 8. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    21,507 people
  9. 9. make a random person happy
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    39 people
  10. 10. fly in a helicopter
    271 people
  11. 11. go to germany
    568 people
  12. 12. go to LA
    188 people
  13. 13. change the world
    3,469 people
  14. 14. have a baby
    6,239 people
  15. 15. parachute
    227 people
  16. 16. speak fluent german
    184 people
  17. 17. try shrooms
    153 people
  18. 18. write a memoir
    349 people
  19. 19. travel across the ocean
    1 person
  20. 20. make a short film
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    674 people
  21. 21. get into a film festival
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    19 people
  22. 22. sleep in a hammock
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    230 people
  23. 23. stop cutting myself
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    269 people
  24. 24. get a massage
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    1,061 people
  25. 25. Get a tattoo
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    21,975 people
  26. 26. travel to New Orleans
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    13 people
  27. 27. Write more
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    3,820 people
  28. 28. move past old issues
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    20 people
  29. 29. be happy
    1 entry . 16 cheers
    24,870 people
  30. 30. play my guitar every day
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    86 people
  31. 31. Make a movie of my life
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    16 people
  32. 32. learn how to throw a pizza
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    34 people
  33. 33. go to a therapist
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    14 people
  34. 34. ride in a hot air balloon
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    2,729 people
  35. 35. bungee jump
    3,944 people
  36. 36. Kiss in the rain
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    15,127 people
  37. 37. get away from everything
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    12 people
  38. 38. cry on a boy's shoulder
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    8 people
  39. 39. Ask for help when I need it
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    79 people
  40. 40. walk across hot coals
    28 people

How I did it
How to take yoga
It took me
3 months
It made me
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Recent entries
clean my room
college

i had to start to clean my room when i was packing for college and i feel so much better now that i did. there is still a lot of work to do but it looks so much better and i can finally see the floor!!



meet my grandfather
Untitled

this is really hard, even to just type, the reason i have never met my grandfather.

when my mother was 2, her dad went to jail. he went to jail for murder. he beat his mother to death with a rock. thats really all i know about him. its a scary truth that i have ever only told 3 people.

maybe he’s bipolar. it would make sense because i am. i have this terrible terrible fear that i’ll turn into him.

his ex-wife, my grandmother is still alive but i havent seen her for 6 years. theres a lot of friction between my mother and her. both of my dads parents are dead, and ive jstu always wanted to meet him, maybe its just because i never have. does that make me weird? i have no idea of what id say to him. i know i wouldnt have the guts to ask him the things that ive wondered. i know he knows i exist, but i dont know if he cares. but i kinda hope he does.



Learn American Sign Language
getting better

im still not that good, but im deffinatly improving. i wish more people i know, knew how to sign, so that i have someone to sign with.



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