i had to start to clean my room when i was packing for college and i feel so much better now that i did. there is still a lot of work to do but it looks so much better and i can finally see the floor!!
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1. stop procrastinating
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2. meet my grandfather
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3. clean my room
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4. write my book
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5. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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6. Learn American Sign Language
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7. See all the films that have won the Best Picture Oscar
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8. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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9. make a random person happy
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10. fly in a helicopter
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11. go to germany
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12. go to LA
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13. change the world
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14. have a baby
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15. parachute
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16. speak fluent german
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17. try shrooms
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18. write a memoir
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19. travel across the ocean
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20. make a short film
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21. get into a film festival
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22. sleep in a hammock
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23. stop cutting myself
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24. get a massage
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25. Get a tattoo
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26. travel to New Orleans
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27. Write more
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28. move past old issues
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29. be happy
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30. play my guitar every day
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31. Make a movie of my life
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32. learn how to throw a pizza
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33. go to a therapist
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34. ride in a hot air balloon
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35. bungee jump
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36. Kiss in the rain
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37. get away from everything
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38. cry on a boy's shoulder
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39. Ask for help when I need it
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40. walk across hot coals
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How I did it: it was a requirement for my health and wellness class and i am so glad that it was. i have always wanted to try it Read how I did it…
this is really hard, even to just type, the reason i have never met my grandfather.
when my mother was 2, her dad went to jail. he went to jail for murder. he beat his mother to death with a rock. thats really all i know about him. its a scary truth that i have ever only told 3 people.
maybe he’s bipolar. it would make sense because i am. i have this terrible terrible fear that i’ll turn into him.
his ex-wife, my grandmother is still alive but i havent seen her for 6 years. theres a lot of friction between my mother and her. both of my dads parents are dead, and ive jstu always wanted to meet him, maybe its just because i never have. does that make me weird? i have no idea of what id say to him. i know i wouldnt have the guts to ask him the things that ive wondered. i know he knows i exist, but i dont know if he cares. but i kinda hope he does.
im still not that good, but im deffinatly improving. i wish more people i know, knew how to sign, so that i have someone to sign with.
