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wow, i guess this is alot of ppl’s goal.. which makes me wonder.. when im in a place of hundreds of people, just doing there own thing.. how many long to talk to me and be my friend? yet, we pass each other by.. everyday. everyone deserves love and friends.. i’ve always had a couple close friends and alot of friends that i hardly talk to.. its like, i want more, but i dont want to have to compromise my life for them.. like always try to stay friends by doing stuff you’d rather not, or making plans and spending so much money.. bleh bleh.. i want more, but i want friends who dont expect me to be their entertainment 24/7.. i know alot of ppl that if you dont talk on the phone at least once a week to them they totally fall out of communication with you.. why?? dont ppl realise you are busy with life as it is? but then there are those times you wish you had alot of friends to have parties and big get togethers..etc etc.. so idk i want more friends but i dont want to be so so involved with everyone but a few close ppl, i guess. haha

I want to be in relation to God that i was a couple months ago.. i fell out b/c of an ex-bf. and that is no excuse! but i miss Him.. i dont feel drawn to Him anymore, and its harder and harder to pray and read my Bible. but i know that i love Him, and He loves me and that it is just going to take my own stubborn ways to change and be the person he wants me to be. Dear Jesus.. please help me to have the desire, Oh Lord, to serve You in a miraculous way! I want to be bold and come to the throne, and throw off all fear and doubt and follow You. Help me Sweet Savior. In Jesus Name, Amen.

I think i would be good at this, i want to be so good at snowboarding that ppl will say, is that a girl??!! haha, i want to be as good as the bois, maybe even better—watch out! here i come!