I'm doing 38 things
why?
5 months ago
I don’t need to do this anymore, I realise I am who I am, and I am happy with who I are.
stacca's Life List
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1. learn to snowboard
2,445 people -
2. do my tax return
17 people -
3. Double my income
37 people -
4. launch my websites
1 entry3 people -
5. have more free time
126 people -
6. run a marathon
10,451 people -
7. lose weight
1 entry36,355 people -
8. Learn to play keyboard
2 entries350 people -
9. buy an apartment
1 entry274 people -
10. stop feeling insecure and jealous in my relationship
2 entries1 person -
11. write music
2 entries . 2 cheers542 people -
12. learn to dance
1 cheer6,579 people -
13. keep a cleaner house
1 entry . 1 cheer96 people -
14. be photogenic
1 entry53 people -
15. Save money
1 entry . 1 cheer14,710 people -
16. Start learning to make stop-animation films
2 people -
17. increase my self esteem
2 entries . 1 cheer37 people -
18. work because I want to, not because I have to
1 cheer332 people -
19. Have thinner thighs
1 entry125 people -
20. make a documentary
1 entry553 people -
21. Learn photography
2,642 people -
22. stop being such a chicken
1 person -
23. buy a vespa
342 people -
24. be a actress
123 people -
25. Hold a red panda
3 people -
26. Learn spanish
1 entry15,502 people -
27. Get my motorcycle licence
1 entry28 people -
28. become a millionaire
1,658 people -
29. be grateful for what I have
1 entry45 people -
30. pay off my credit card debt
631 people -
31. learn to read music
1 cheer677 people -
32. train myself to be truely ambidextrous
1 person -
33. generate passive income
12 people -
34. be more responsible with alcohol
3 entries8 people -
35. write a game for Nintendo DS
1 entry10 people -
36. Never stop learning
3,965 people -
37. Write a script
1 entry289 people -
38. Learn to sing
6 entries . 6 cheers2,598 people
How I did it
It made me
inward 
How I did it: I initially have attended counselling, because I felt my emotions were out of control, but I was taught to accept every emotion I have and that it is OK to feel certain ways at certain times.. Most of my life I have no felt important enough to have a valued opinion, or voice my emotions.Still learning to control outbursts of upsetting emotion.I have learn't that I am allowed to have feelings and no matter what I feel it is OK. It wou… Read how I did it…
It made me
myself 
How I did it: With age and life experience my wants have changed. I feel less consumed by how I am seen by others. And feel more relaxed in my own skin. I feel it is normal to wish you were different, in the way you look, or the way you act. But the most important lesson I have learnt in life is self love. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
One thing leads to another
15 months ago
I have recently, ticked off “fall in love” from my things to do.
I feel so deeply lucky to have met my Boyfriend.
When I look into his eye’s I feel like I am on drugs.
I know he loves me, and we feel the same way about each other.
I feel I have met the man I am going to marry and spend the rest of my life with.
But I have issues, I have had many past relationships be unfaithful to me.
And I really fear losing him. that he will lie to me, that he will cheat on me.
I get jealous when he talks to his female friends.
He does not know I feel this way, as I know it is me being silly, but the fear is the most awful feeling.
I want to trust him and feel comfortable when we are apart.
right now I oppress my worries but ultimately I want them gone.
But don’t know where to start.
Now I know we are in Love.
15 months ago
out of all the relationships I have ever had, I never knew if it was love…
Now I know we are in Love.
