Danie Honeybun




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Danie Honeybun's Life List

  1. 1. have more sex
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1,007 people
  2. 2. find a good therapist
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    21 people
  3. 3. spend less money on frivilous things
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    15 people
  4. 4. Finish what I start
    1 entry
    4,068 people
  5. 5. regain my optimism
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    48 people
  6. 6. Get rid of people/things that make me unhappy.
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    2 people
  7. 7. manage my depression
    4 entries . 3 cheers
    65 people
  8. 8. decide what I'm going to do with my life
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    3 people
  9. 9. crochet an entire animal zoo
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  10. 10. write more letters
    2 entries
    1,781 people
  11. 11. Read one book a month
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    803 people
  12. 12. meet gogol bordello
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    1 person
  13. 13. Learn Polish
    486 people
  14. 14. Visit Poland again
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    14 people
  15. 15. Live in Poland
    20 people
  16. 16. collect more than 100 lists this year
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    1 person
  17. 17. dye my hair at least 12 more colours in 2007
    6 entries
    1 person
  18. 18. See "Wicked" on Broadway
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    158 people
  19. 19. dress more like a 50's housewife
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    6 people
  20. 20. become debt free
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    647 people
  21. 21. learn how to play the musical saw
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    4 people
  22. 22. Start a Journal/Diary Exchange Project With People From 43 Things
    1 entry
    9 people
  23. 23. eat human flesh
    41 people
  24. 24. leave my city once a month, leave my country once a year
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    618 people
  25. 25. own fainting goats
    34 people
  26. 26. own a guinea pig farm
    1 entry
    2 people
  27. 27. get scarification
    21 people
  28. 28. Once a month write a letter to someone I know telling them why I think they are so wonderful and incredible
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    1 person
  29. 29. Crochet more
    110 people
  30. 30. bring my lunch to work.
    163 people
  31. 31. learn arabic
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    2,316 people
  32. 32. Realize that some people are never going to be the people you thought they might be and be ok with that
    95 people
  33. 33. Marry my soul mate
    57 people

How I did it
How to clean My House and Keep It Clean
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1 year
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How to get a better job
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3 months
It made me


Recent entries
manage my depression (read all 4 entries…)
mania schmania

yeah, i have manic depression and after a recent visit to the psychiatric outpatient’s unit i have been told i am in the middle of a mania episode. i have been reading up on it and it seems to me that i am going through more of a depressive episode or a hypomania situation… it is horrible and i have no idea what i am doing most of the time. i have no attention span and just shift from one mood to another at the blink of an eye.

i am meant to be going on Lithium soon… but the hospital is faffing. i hate it. i hate feeling like this, like some big stranger is living in my head. i am sometimes so shocked about some of the things i say and do without even a second thought. am i crazy?



spend less money on frivilous things
i effed up

yeah, if any of you read any of my other entries… i effed up again. i am awful with money and the fact that i have some sort of stupif brain defect that stops me from thinking about things in a scrutinizing way doesn’t help. after my last spending spree (blowing my credit card limit os £2000) my mother-in-law paid it off and i have been paying her some money ever since. i decided to be an idiot again and spend it all… on nothing. makeup, taxis, meals out, etc. all of the credit card is gone again and this time i have noone to pick my pieces up for me. it is my job to sort it out and be a big adult about this.

i hate manic depression.



save my marriage (read all 3 entries…)
when everything else has gone

love remains…

we had a big problem last week… i have manic depression and am really bad with money. for the second time in the last year i have blown my credit card. after the last time, husband told me that he would leave me if it happened again. you must be able to imagine the fears that i had when i had to go and tell him i had done it again. instead, he was calm and sat with me so we could figure it out. since this problem we seem to be stronger than ever. it is really special, the way we feel towards one another now.

hopefully, this is the beginning of a new ending for us.



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