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stareyedpanda

im exhausted, barely breathing..holding on to what i believe in.



I'm doing 43 things
  

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  2. 1. overcome my biggest challenge
    17 entries . 3 cheers     		1 person
  3. 2. stop negative self-talk
    2 entries . 6 cheers     		332 people
  4. 3. reach 53kg
    7 entries     		1 person
  5. 4. become a professional ballet dancer
    2 entries . 1 cheer     		6 people
  6. 5. Become a model
    1 entry     		1,725 people
  7. 6. save more money
    4 entries     		2,401 people
  8. 7. Run a half marathon, then a marathon.
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		124 people
  9. 8. learn french
    2 entries     		10,605 people
  10. 9. be more spiritual
    3 entries . 2 cheers     		958 people
  11. 10. be a size 4
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		108 people
  12. 11. go snowboarding
    1 cheer     		688 people
  13. 12. get a bird
    		18 people
  14. 13. articulate a personal code of ethics
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		31 people
  15. 14. watch all 5 Rocky movies
    1 cheer     		247 people
  16. 15. stand up for myself
    1 cheer     		899 people
  17. 16. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    2 entries     		6,960 people
  18. 17. complete 32 fouettes
    		11 people
  19. 18. smile more
    		3,337 people
  20. 19. get a job
    		10,507 people
  21. 20. find the perfect guy
    1 entry     		95 people
  22. 21. read Khalil Gibran's books
    		11 people
  23. 22. never cheat
    1 entry     		13 people
  24. 23. Stop the addiction to sugar.
    1 entry     		54 people
  25. 24. have a daily routine
    1 entry     		168 people
  26. 25. Coreograph a dance to a Vivaldi concerto
    1 cheer     		2 people
  27. 26. Get a Nannying job
    		3 people
  28. 27. Make the most of my 20's
    		609 people
  29. 28. get a TESOL certificate
    2 cheers     		6 people
  30. 29. Develop a project to improve the quality of life for aboriginals
    		2 people
  31. 30. stop sabotaging myself
    1 cheer     		42 people
  32. 31. overcome depression and loneliness
    2 entries     		29 people
  33. 32. Move to New York City
    1 cheer     		837 people
  34. 33. Be on time
    1 entry     		944 people
  35. 34. Get organized
    		6,083 people
  36. 35. be more reliable
    2 entries     		70 people
  37. 36. express my emotions on 43things so that my mind can become clear
    		1 person
  38. 37. learn arabic
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		2,107 people
  39. 38. buy an audi
    		20 people
  40. 39. help other people
    		146 people
  41. 40. go to Hawaii
    		1,675 people
  42. 41. learn to ride a motorbike
    		300 people
  43. 42. Learn how to Drift
    		124 people
  44. 43. Find a flat
    		12 people

How I did it
How to learn about quantum physics
It took me
4 years
It made me
excited

How I did it: I did a physics honours degree and took a few quantum mechanics subjects. In my final year I studied advanced quantum mechanics, spin dynamics, quantum computation and information theory, quantum optics. I think its important for you to consult with a good physics lecturer if you really want to understand quantum mechanics. You should also get some good books and get good at mathematics because alot of the descriptions in quantum mechanic… Read how I did it…

Nov 09, 12:43PM PST | 1 comment | 3 cheers


How to start a PhD
It took me
4 years
It made me
happy

How I did it: I worked extremely hard, my studies were my life and nothing else meant more to me at that time. Three thoughts were always with me, 1. I am not going to sit here and watch myself fail, I am going to do whatever it takes to reach this goal.2. Studies mean more to me than anything in this world and my hard work reflects this3. You can work really hard and still fail, but all that really matters is that you tried. When you work hard it buil… Read how I did it…

Nov 01, 02:15PM PST | 0 comments | 3 cheers


Recent entries
overcome my biggest challenge (read all 17 entries…)
my life..altered 22 hours ago

i am suffering so much pain and its hard cause it feels like few people can comfort me. A friend reminded me that the choice to leave physics means that (1)I wont be seen as an educated professional anymore (2) I wont be able to stand againest the stereotypes that women cant be smart (3) i will have to suffer from low income jobs (4) I wont be able to turn back to physics as easily as I thought (5) dancing doesnt last forever

Life sux..I could throw away my degree and follow my heart or conform and get a decent research position which is a long lived career with good money.

Perhaps i shall chose my painful path of a dancer so that i can eventually bring joy to others and perhaps myself..even if it doesnt last forever!

Nov 23, 04:09AM PST | 0 comments


Stop the addiction to sugar.
Untitled 6 days ago

I can almost say I have done this..I think I have just stopped caring for sugar..perhaps I feel that my dreams are more important than silly snacks that give me pimples and make me fat..I have realised that sometimes foods can be too sweet and too rich which is not very nice at all.

Nov 17, 04:41PM PST | 0 comments


overcome my biggest challenge (read all 17 entries…)
why I love ballet 6 days ago

1. spiritually enhancing
2. great music
3. beautiful costumes
4. a cheering crowd
5. preserves the olden day culture -demonstrates curtosy and respect
6. very technical requires concentration
7. allows you to be creative
8. allows you to act and do miming
9. helps you to feel beautiful
10. helps you to stand tall
11. the feeling of being elevated
12. pas de deux
13. It makes other people happy as well as yourself
14. enables you to get a strong supple body
15. ballet dancers have a certain sense of dignity..the emphasis is on beauty rather than sex appeal
16. inspirational people..ana pavlova, olympia dowd, alessandra ferri, darcey bussel
17. it makes you feel like a fairy
18. it makes you feel like you can fly
19. ana pavlovas message..i desire that my message of beauty and joy..
20. forever feeling young
21. dancing with others..sharing joy
22. the challenge and discipline required
23. puts a smile on my face
24. helps to improve my memory
25. requires good sense of imagination
26. requires you to visualise things before they happen

Nov 17, 02:30PM PST | 0 comments


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get my septum pierced learn how to TELL a joke meet an intriguing and intellegent man with goals, objectives in life, and a good education; a man who will love me and my quirks. Travel around India host a swanky dinner party CharityAK wants to do another triathlon. Go to Ireland learn more about my heritage declutter my house be in full-time ministry Take vitamins daily work at an animal shelter stop being a people pleaser finish nursing school pull an all-nighter Tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue play lacrosse samy4u wants to improve my self-discipline play tennis again own a hybrid car find comfort visit nepal themooselet wants to Make new friends ride a bull Volunteer Chef redecorate my house hike the appalachian trail
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