stareyedpanda

im exhausted, barely breathing..holding on to what i believe in.



I'm doing 43 things
 

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  1. 1. overcome my biggest challenge
    17 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. stop negative self-talk
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    332 people
  3. 3. reach 53kg
    7 entries
    1 person
  4. 4. become a professional ballet dancer
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    6 people
  5. 5. Become a model
    1 entry
    1,725 people
  6. 6. save more money
    4 entries
    2,401 people
  7. 7. Run a half marathon, then a marathon.
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    124 people
  8. 8. learn french
    2 entries
    10,605 people
  9. 9. be more spiritual
    3 entries . 2 cheers
    958 people
  10. 10. be a size 4
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    108 people
  11. 11. go snowboarding
    1 cheer
    688 people
  12. 12. get a bird
    18 people
  13. 13. articulate a personal code of ethics
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    31 people
  14. 14. watch all 5 Rocky movies
    1 cheer
    247 people
  15. 15. stand up for myself
    1 cheer
    899 people
  16. 16. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    2 entries
    6,960 people
  17. 17. complete 32 fouettes
    11 people
  18. 18. smile more
    3,337 people
  19. 19. get a job
    10,507 people
  20. 20. find the perfect guy
    1 entry
    95 people
  21. 21. read Khalil Gibran's books
    11 people
  22. 22. never cheat
    1 entry
    13 people
  23. 23. Stop the addiction to sugar.
    1 entry
    54 people
  24. 24. have a daily routine
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    168 people
  25. 25. Coreograph a dance to a Vivaldi concerto
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    2 people
  26. 26. Get a Nannying job
    3 people
  27. 27. Make the most of my 20's
    609 people
  28. 28. get a TESOL certificate
    2 cheers
    6 people
  29. 29. Develop a project to improve the quality of life for aboriginals
    2 people
  30. 30. stop sabotaging myself
    1 cheer
    42 people
  31. 31. overcome depression and loneliness
    2 entries
    29 people
  32. 32. Move to New York City
    1 cheer
    837 people
  33. 33. Be on time
    1 entry
    944 people
  34. 34. Get organized
    6,083 people
  35. 35. be more reliable
    2 entries
    70 people
  36. 36. express my emotions on 43things so that my mind can become clear
    1 person
  37. 37. learn arabic
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2,107 people
  38. 38. buy an audi
    20 people
  39. 39. help other people
    146 people
  40. 40. go to Hawaii
    1,675 people
  41. 41. learn to ride a motorbike
    300 people
  42. 42. Learn how to Drift
    124 people
  43. 43. Find a flat
    12 people

How I did it
How to learn about quantum physics
It took me
4 years
It made me
excited


How to start a PhD
It took me
4 years
It made me
happy


Recent entries
overcome my biggest challenge (read all 17 entries…)
my life..altered 22 hours ago

i am suffering so much pain and its hard cause it feels like few people can comfort me. A friend reminded me that the choice to leave physics means that (1)I wont be seen as an educated professional anymore (2) I wont be able to stand againest the stereotypes that women cant be smart (3) i will have to suffer from low income jobs (4) I wont be able to turn back to physics as easily as I thought (5) dancing doesnt last forever

Life sux..I could throw away my degree and follow my heart or conform and get a decent research position which is a long lived career with good money.

Perhaps i shall chose my painful path of a dancer so that i can eventually bring joy to others and perhaps myself..even if it doesnt last forever!



Stop the addiction to sugar.
Untitled 6 days ago

I can almost say I have done this..I think I have just stopped caring for sugar..perhaps I feel that my dreams are more important than silly snacks that give me pimples and make me fat..I have realised that sometimes foods can be too sweet and too rich which is not very nice at all.



overcome my biggest challenge (read all 17 entries…)
why I love ballet 6 days ago

1. spiritually enhancing
2. great music
3. beautiful costumes
4. a cheering crowd
5. preserves the olden day culture -demonstrates curtosy and respect
6. very technical requires concentration
7. allows you to be creative
8. allows you to act and do miming
9. helps you to feel beautiful
10. helps you to stand tall
11. the feeling of being elevated
12. pas de deux
13. It makes other people happy as well as yourself
14. enables you to get a strong supple body
15. ballet dancers have a certain sense of dignity..the emphasis is on beauty rather than sex appeal
16. inspirational people..ana pavlova, olympia dowd, alessandra ferri, darcey bussel
17. it makes you feel like a fairy
18. it makes you feel like you can fly
19. ana pavlovas message..i desire that my message of beauty and joy..
20. forever feeling young
21. dancing with others..sharing joy
22. the challenge and discipline required
23. puts a smile on my face
24. helps to improve my memory
25. requires good sense of imagination
26. requires you to visualise things before they happen



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