stareyedpanda

thank god my problems are blessings in disguise



I'm doing 43 things
 

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  1. 1. overcome my biggest challenge
    12 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. stop negative self-talk
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    329 people
  3. 3. reach 53kg
    5 entries
    1 person
  4. 4. become a professional ballet dancer
    2 entries
    6 people
  5. 5. Become a model
    1 entry
    1,727 people
  6. 6. save more money
    4 entries
    2,394 people
  7. 7. Run a half marathon, then a marathon.
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    123 people
  8. 8. learn french
    2 entries
    10,566 people
  9. 9. be more spiritual
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    945 people
  10. 10. be a size 4
    1 entry
    107 people
  11. 11. go snowboarding
    686 people
  12. 12. get a bird
    18 people
  13. 13. articulate a personal code of ethics
    1 entry
    31 people
  14. 14. watch all 5 Rocky movies
    247 people
  15. 15. stand up for myself
    906 people
  16. 16. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    1 entry
    6,962 people
  17. 17. complete 32 fouettes
    11 people
  18. 18. smile more
    3,335 people
  19. 19. find the perfect guy
    1 entry
    94 people
  20. 20. read Khalil Gibran's books
    11 people
  21. 21. start an afterschool program
    2 people
  22. 22. Stop the addiction to sugar.
    54 people
  23. 23. Coreograph a dance to a Vivaldi concerto
    2 people
  24. 24. Get a Nannying job
    3 people
  25. 25. Make the most of my 20's
    608 people
  26. 26. get a TESOL certificate
    1 cheer
    6 people
  27. 27. Develop a project to improve the quality of life for aboriginals
    2 people
  28. 28. stop sabotaging myself
    42 people
  29. 29. overcome depression and loneliness
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    29 people
  30. 30. Move to New York City
    1 cheer
    833 people
  31. 31. Be on time
    1 entry
    940 people
  32. 32. Get organized
    6,058 people
  33. 33. be more reliable
    2 entries
    71 people
  34. 34. express my emotions on 43things so that my mind can become clear
    1 person
  35. 35. find a part time job
    1 entry
    68 people
  36. 36. learn arabic
    1 cheer
    2,102 people
  37. 37. buy an audi
    20 people
  38. 38. have a daily routine
    168 people
  39. 39. help other people
    146 people
  40. 40. go to Hawaii
    1,671 people
  41. 41. learn to ride a motorbike
    301 people
  42. 42. Learn how to Drift
    123 people
  43. 43. Find a flat
    12 people

How I did it
How to learn about quantum physics
It took me
4 years
It made me
excited


How to start a PhD
It took me
4 years
It made me
happy


Recent entries
decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
soo many questions 2 hours ago

what age do I want to get married? how rich do I want to be? how many friends do I want to have? Where do I want to live? What kind of house do i want? How often do I want to have holidays? what hobbies should I spend my time on? How hard should i work? how frequently should I change I job? How do I incorporate everything I want into my life? When do I want a child? How much should I donate to charity? How often should I see my extended family? How much time do I dedicate to excercise?

Normally, I want to grow old with more smile lines than frown lines and since happiness is usually an internal thing, the situations that I find myself in with this life should not effect this goal. However, since I have some control over the direction I want in life I should decide the path I want to take. It may change and there may be things that make my path difficult but that doesnt really matter, all that matters is that I am chosing my adventure and setting my course. time to write my long term goal, 3 year and 5 year plan..



overcome my biggest challenge (read all 12 entries…)
study mode to training mode 4 hours ago

Its hard for me to bring my mind and body out of study mode to training and practicing mode..I am scared my mind will deteriorate from not studying. However, while I am young I have to do this..
I have to find beauty in movement
I have to break through the pain barrier
I have to learn to eat and drink well
I have to learn to believe in myself
I have to learn about the importance of art

Although I would like a stable income, somewhere nice to live and many chances to dance.

My best friend told me after I was all sad and depressed, “its kinda cool how you never give up”.

Sometimes I think, even if I dont become a dancer in my life, when I am dead I will still be dancing amongst the stars to beautiful classical music.



overcome my biggest challenge (read all 12 entries…)
Untitled 1 day ago

i know what i want to do but its just hard, almost impossible for me to do it… I guess trying to achieve this goal is the only thing that will make me happy.



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