...to cry. I don’t have a room anymore because I sleep in the living room. I can only be alone for a couple of hours if I am lucky. I can’t cry in front of my family because they annoy me even more – same as my friends. It’s people everywhere. I just want to be alone – quiet so I can think or cry. I really need to cry nonstop. Did I ever mention I love to be left alone 90% of the time?
killME's Life List
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1. find out who i am
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2. cry
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3. have the courage to live
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4. stop the hurting inside
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5. Stop feeling crazy
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6. stop getting upset about things I can't control
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7. live my life when the past keeps crashing back into it
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8. strive for healthy boundaries
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9. Get a tattoo
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10. be a survivor and not a victim
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11. hug someone who really needs it
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12. Learn American Sign Language
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13. support all my fellow 43ers who are getting crap onsite when they are just trying to have a conversation....(lack of manners is a terrible disability):-)....
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14. please go to Serenity and give all your support/cheers...both...
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15. Laugh in the face of adversity, Hey you adversity? Ha ha ha!
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Recent entries
don’t have much right now….just want to die…I hate this world…I hate people…I hate my life…I hate everything…
