stephscene




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  1. 1. Learn to like myself more
    9 people
  2. 2. bulimic
    194 people
  3. 3. overcome bulimia
    208 people
  4. 4. keep track of my daily calories
    128 people
  5. 5. stop binge-eating
    622 people
  6. 6. cutting
    31 people
  7. 7. stop cutting myself
    254 people
  8. 8. stop hating myself
    1 cheer
    447 people
  9. 9. like myself
    1 cheer
    346 people
  10. 10. stop/do more self harm
    4 people
  11. 11. stop having OCD
    4 people
  12. 12. purge
    78 people
  13. 13. drink more water
    18,962 people
  14. 14. become anorexic
    3,893 people
  15. 15. be happy
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    21,866 people
  16. 16. stop procrastinating
    26,969 people
  17. 17. model
    1,000 people
  18. 18. get my best friend back
    38 people
  19. 19. tone my stomach
    115 people
  20. 20. Exercise and Be Fit
    12 people
  21. 21. lose weight
    36,354 people
  22. 22. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    7,160 people
  23. 23. lose 60 pounds
    828 people
  24. 24. care about myself
    12 people
  25. 25. get adderal
    1 person
Recent entries
coke
Cocaine. 19 months ago

This is not worth doing.
I started doing it two years ago, during the summer.
I would babysit my two younger cousins by day, and do an 8ball or so with my aunt by night.
After a month of that I went back home.
I started school, doing Adderal, and tons of pills, drinking, etc.
Then Around christmas time that year, I hung out with my aunt again, nothing positive came of it.
Then I was looking for it everyday anytime.
I used my lunch money towards it,
I pawned all my gold jewelry for it,
Then eventually pawned the rest of my family’s,
I went on to pawn other things..etc.
December 2006 I stole Pills from my friend’s parents.
I went into Drug Court, and entered an outpatient program.
I proceeded to use, and try to get away with it. didn’t work.
By April 2007 I was sent away to an inpatient residental, from where I ran May 1st.
When I came back, I was put on a waiting list for another residental but did not have any drug tests in between then.
I did cocaine everyday several times a day, bingeing on it.
Then From July3rd-December21st 2007 I spent in Rehab.
I went back to Outpatient until March 19th, and just graduated Drug Court.
I’ve turned my life around. cocaine was the worst of me though.

“One in seven women is using drugs such as cocaine or speed in a desperate attempt to lose weight, according to a survey”
-This is what happened to me. Don’t let it happen to you.



be happy
Obsession 19 months ago

I have a Horribly addictive personality and wish to someday be okay with being just me.
not hating myself.
I’ve dealt with Mutilation, Bingeing, Purging, obsession, Etc.
Drugs..Cocaine, Variety of Pills, Weed, and Alcohol.
I used Cocaine to lose weight, got addicted, and even went to rehab.

Just..I wanna be happy?




 

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