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It took me 2 days to make , 1 day beanie, one day decorations .. First time i am crocheting for someone else , and it does bring tension , because as always i do feel not good enough , time limits…

Uhhh it took me one day , 90 percent happy with what came out :)

In Lithuania , we have crazy system about taking your child to kindergarten . So when you give a birth you have to go to the place you selected to be your child’s care , but this will not mean that you will get that place, because of long waiting lines . In my case, i started to look for place now ( baby 11 months old ) so all the nearest places to me are stuffed , so no chance i can give my child next year . So i found kindergarten, that half an hour away, from the place i live (no car , no driving licence ) and still this place with the shortest waiting list, and i am not sure will i get in , because we can chose only one. But job is done , waiting left .

Now my weight 58 , not much left to my desire weight, but these 3 are the hardest , anyway by the end of the year i want to have this number :)

Long road, but happy with results, keep my self on a track, and thinking about other big goal :)

Few days ago i found for myself kawaii, now i cant get enough of it, but in Lithuania, we do not have anything kawaii :(

If anybody need help please contact me, i am willing to help :)

Even if i am really chatty, and positive most of the days, its really hard to find a pen friend, well maybe because i expect this pen fiend to be, to be a friend ….And building friendship is pretty hard job :) I lived in Turkey for 5 years, and in that time i found one, she was much older then me, but she was perfect, i miss her… In my home country i have two, i know how hard to get a fiend, i know how to cherish when i have him\her…

Waw i am doing it :) I am so happy about every kg i loose, i eat really less then before, before i ate as much as my boyfriend….

So i am 69 now, i got pregnant, gained 20 kg,so i lost 10 kg, 14, to go….:) Mission looks a bit impossible, but i should make it possible, i am not on a diet, i just eat less, and drink more water…

Gave via sms few times, put some coins in a box, and will be doing it whenever i have money :)

Well in fact my BF helped me with that, we took quite a big loan , went to UK , i got pregnant, and we needed to come back, and for sure return all the money, so we saved, almost everything that he earn tried to eat less costing meals , now and then e still take loans , but in smaller amounts, and thinking, about how we will get money to pay…

Well at this moment i recieved 12, and sent 11 postcards, love it, its allways fun to send and recieve…

I did it for some weeks, now doing this is impossible, but what i am doing now, i get up early even if i don’t have to…

of my send cards finally reached destination…It feells good knowing somebody, from somewhere got something from me….waitting for my first card to arrive for me:)

I am now 59 on good days, as i started to take care abought my weight, i was 62…I am hoping to get to 55 some day near by…

Honey( money )jar:)

I like books , so why not to read, and expore world a bit more , and possibly find something new

I was allways fond of writting, to somebody,to somewhere, and at the age of computers,i really miss good old letters writting:)

I passed, but do i feel somehow happy not sure,yehh i will get a bit more money, but responsobilities will be much bigger , thats what i am scared of…Brrr upcoming rally on february 13 , one day before my other exam, or Lord help me with this one:)