I couldn’t cry at the funeral. I was too mad to cry. I loved you more than anyone. You were so sweet and kind to everyone. You are are my inspiration to keep going when things get tough. You were a brave and strong woman… even if you were tiny. I loved you and I still do. It has been five years and I still have not been to your grave. It is not even far. I think I am ready now to go and see you.
stinabeans83's Life List
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1. make inspiration notebook
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2. pick out a chair for livingroom
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3. have fun at the beach with my mom and sister (even though it is challenging)
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4. eat five fruits and veggies every day
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5. send a card or letter each week
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6. visit my grandma's grave
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7. Minimize existing clutter and excess possessions
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8. spend more time with the kids
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9. teach Emily to read
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10. get new lcd tv (even though I hate tv, but it makes hubby happy)
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11. organize photos by year and month
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12. make prints of photos, frame them
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13. watch Mamma Mia!
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14. Accept the fact that I am old-fashioned
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15. Save money
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16. make two rag dolls in the likeness of the girls; give them for Chirstmas '09
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17. give outgrown kids clothes to people who need them
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18. start a baby book for Lucia
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19. learn to make dahl
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20. call my dad
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21. get cattus and care for it accordingly
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22. commit to one design style
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23. Be more patient with my kids
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24. write a children's book
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25. finish my degree
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26. stay at the Ace Hotel
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27. buy less
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28. paint with watercolors
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29. learn to sew
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30. go to New Orleans for vacation
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31. gradually aquire a fine art collection
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32. breastfeed
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33. get creative daily
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34. branch out and listen to more music from different cultures
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35. love my husband unconditionally
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36. dress in pretty clothes
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37. make love with my husband
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38. read Great Expectations
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39. take the full series of into to art history
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40. Go to Mexico
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41. have a really good year
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42. Read Lord of the Flies
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43. Fill my shelves with beautiful art, design and photography books
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