strawberry_star




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strawberry_star's Life List

  1. 1. Never stop learning
    4,106 people
  2. 2. be happy
    24,431 people
  3. 3. be a better friend
    6,313 people
  4. 4. To live instead of exist
    11,672 people
  5. 5. watch the AFI Top 100 American movies
    360 people
  6. 6. watch the IMDB.com Top 250 movies
    370 people
  7. 7. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    21,233 people
  8. 8. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    7,969 people
  9. 9. Live Without Fear
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    641 people
  10. 10. be less lazy
    470 people
  11. 11. live in a foreign country
    2,517 people
  12. 12. visit all 50 states
    8,530 people
  13. 13. swim in the ocean
    339 people
  14. 14. Read more books
    11,817 people
  15. 15. Finish what I start
    4,068 people
  16. 16. Beat my depression
    1,945 people
  17. 17. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    362 people
  18. 18. make more friends
    5,483 people
  19. 19. write a memoir
    345 people
  20. 20. get out of las vegas
    36 people
  21. 21. move to portland, oregon
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    156 people
  22. 22. own a vintage clothing store
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    2 people
  23. 23. travel the world
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    20,753 people
  24. 24. Go white water rafting
    1,417 people
  25. 25. get more tattoos
    1,672 people
  26. 26. graduate from college
    6,382 people
  27. 27. become a graphic designer
    270 people
  28. 28. buy a VW Beetle
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    59 people
  29. 29. lose weight
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  30. 30. make my own clothes
    2,338 people
  31. 31. travel europe by train
    55 people
  32. 32. acquire a harem
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    12 people
  33. 33. be perfect
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    346 people
  34. 34. see every movie ever made
    21 people
  35. 35. inspire and be inspired
    280 people
  36. 36. judge a little less and forgive a little more
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    304 people
Recent entries
accept death of Dumbledore
I accept it

I don’t like it, but I accept it. I miss him! I’m not even really involved in the fandom like I used to be, but I’m still fond of the books and he was my favorite character. I think it’s perfectly fine to never accept it and I wouldn’t have if I hadn’t of lost some interest in Harry Potter as a whole.

As for movie version, I really really miss Richard Harris. :( That’s my Dumbledore. Not silly beanie wearing hippie Dumbledore. Woe.



stop having panic attacks
My greatest fear

I fear panic attacks more than almost anything else. There was a time where I had panic attacks everyday, multiple times a day for 3 weeks straight and it was hell. I never want to go through that again. I got help for myself though and maybe I’ll be on Klonopin for the rest of my life, but I’m okay with that because I haven’t had panic attacks in sooooooo long now. If they ever begin again, I’ll pick the goal back up but for now I’m happy. :)



be more confident
So important

I think is one of the most important goals a person could have. I read a long time ago that if you fake confidence then eventually it will happen. I tried it for years and it turned out to be true, because I’m confident in myself than I have ever been. I don’t let so much criticism hurt me anymore, because I like myself. I don’t always like the direction I’m going and I do desire to be perfect, but overall I like being me. I do however need to learn to be more assertive and less shy, but being more confident I have definitely accomplished.



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