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I’m back down to where I was a few months ago but I feel fatter than ever.
Must lose more weight.
I’ve not even got a month left to go..

I have had nothing to eat all today.
I’m too hungover.
And someone wanted me last night, so I can’t be that fat anymore.

Today I weighed 132 – reached my goal 5 days early.

I’m really unhappy today.
But instead of wanting to binge, the thought of food makes me feel sick.
I wish I could pretend that is a good thing, but I’m eating so little these days, totally lost my appetite and I know better than that…

I’m also really unmotivated to exercise.
I just want to cry, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.