streetjustice

I am 209, probably more after my horrible break up last week. I’m 5’1 and I can be my healthy weight by February 2010, which is 120. I’ve struggled with having weight all my life but it hasn’t ever seemed to affect my personal relationships. Only recently have a realized how much I let my weight run my life. I want to do a lot, like scuba and sky diving and horseback riding and rock climbing. Things my friends could all run off and do right now, things that have weight limits. Also, not a single photo of me exists after age 12. I want my friends and family to be able to take a photo of me without my forcing them to delete it immediately.

I’m afraid I’ll kill whatever I plant, but I want to design and tend a lovely garden that encourages inspiration and relaxation….tall order, huh? haha

too loud
clumsy
rude
dirty
thoughtless
weak-minded

I want to have poise and presence, I want people to look at me with respect, I want to have opinions, I want to be “lovely”