stressplex

its a habit i have had as long as i can remember. i think i must have picked it up from watching my dad bite his nails when he was under stress at work. I have suddenly realised how gross it is and how unpleasent it is to see someone bite their nails…i dont want to be that person anymore.

225 days…nearly an entire year SI free. i am happy that i have made it this far but i am worried for the school year. with so much stress already in just the first month and barely anything to keep me distracted i am on the verge of breaking this 225 day streak. i know that if i do cut/burn it will not go unnoticed this time. my gym teacher does not allow ANY jewellery, watches or anything of the sort, just your shorts and tee. the old scars already create suspision and i dont want this to wreck my relationships with friends and family.

i have always had a strong desire to learn swedish partly because my grandpa is from sweden and i know it would mean a lot to him if i learned to speak it. i also just love how the language sounds, so pretty! (: