stupiditytries87

My boyfriend and I broke up not too long ago. He was my first kiss. I don’t necessarily miss his kisses (though they were nice when I had them), but the feeling they gave me: that I was special to someone, that I meant enough to someone that they would kiss me. Now, there is a new guy that I like. I think he likes me, but neither one of us has done anything yet. Sometimes, when I’m around him, I want nothing more than to grab him and kiss him, because I think he’s special. One time, in his dorm room after a school project, I was thisclose to doing it. I wish I would have.

I’ve known him for almost a year, and the past month or so we’ve been spending A LOT of time together. We always tease each other (in a good way) and talk and everything feels so natural between us. I spend hours with him doing things for school, and yet when the time comes for us to part, I don’t want to. He’s absolutely adorable in every way. I think he likes me, or did. I dunno. He told me the other day that he was supposed to go on a date with this girl, but she ended up not being able to go and he said he was glad it worked out that way. I don’t know if that was my cue or what. Gah! I need to tell him…I don’t want to make things weird between us, though. Why can’t I just spit it out???

On the upside, I get to see him soon!