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  1. 1. finish my PhD
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    716 people
  2. 2. Recover from my broken foot
    2 entries
    1 person
  3. 3. pass my PhD
    1 entry
    3 people
  4. 4. Get the new bathroom installed
    1 entry
    1 person
  5. 5. look good / better by the 12th Sept 09
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    1 person
  6. 6. ride my bike more
    988 people
  7. 7. decorate my bedroom
    194 people
  8. 8. decorate my living room
    23 people
  9. 9. play on the beach more
    2 people
  10. 10. finish decorating the kitchen
    3 people
  11. 11. minimise the humdrum
    1 person
  12. 12. spend quality time with my loved ones
    1 person
  13. 13. drink more water
    19,017 people
  14. 14. eat more fruit and veg
    38 people
  15. 15. do more exercise
    188 people
  16. 16. fly more kites
    5 people
  17. 17. feel good
    78 people
  18. 18. get the job I want
    14 people
  19. 19. food
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    17 people
  20. 20. publish more work
    1 person
  21. 21. stop being afraid of the dentist
    17 people
  22. 22. feel calm
    4 people
  23. 23. spend time in my garden
    1 person
  24. 24. take more photos
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  25. 25. see my family more
    99 people
  26. 26. make more friends
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  27. 27. look after me
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  28. 28. publish my phd
    1 person
  29. 29. read more fiction
    114 people
  30. 30. go to the movies
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  31. 31. sort my finances
    9 people
  32. 32. clear out the cupboards
    1 person
  33. 33. have a holiday
    19 people
  34. 34. go to more galleries
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Recover from my broken foot (read all 2 entries…)
narked 9 months ago

Went to see the consultant today

- Took the cast off
- foot / ankle still a total mess - swelling, bruising, pain and unable to move it/ put any pressure on it.
- lots of muscle wastage in calf - pretty much useless.
- more x rays
- then I was put in another non weight bearing cast from toes to just below knee - a scarlet one this time!
- CT scan
- another appointment in two weeks
- sick note for another two weeks from today - to then be reviewed at the next appointment
- Strict instructions to keep it elevated as high as possible, for as long as possible
- no idea yet when I will be able to return to work.

Not impressed – I was really hoping to be able to have the cast off and start gradually walking again. But it felt so vile, washing over me to the very tips of my fingers. Suddenly I felt so vulnerable. I was hoping it would just be the air hitting my skin, but actually it was internal and external, leaving me feeling fragile and pathetic.
Not how I need to feel at the moment, not at all.
Never mind, little by little, keep plodding.



food
find balance 9 months ago

Between all or nothing, control or excess.
Find other things to fill the craving.

Today:
9am Shreddies and a slice of toast
12noon Vomit – nausea of pain.
2pm slice of toast
6pm banana / square of chocolate
8pm fish in breadcrumbs and salad

lots of tea, water, v. weak squash



Get the new bathroom installed
Untitled 9 months ago

Soon this will start – a major refit, whole lot – including walls ripped out and start again – this time hopefully it will be done properly. Far too expensive, but I can’t do it!!
And hopefully it will be super swanky and finally I will be able to invite people over without fear!



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