sublimeefox

I have to do this before I’m too old.
It’s freedom.

I have dreamt about India since i was 10 and became fascinated with henna…then bought henna, and got really good at it and got a job at a spa. I’ve read so many books about india, my bookshelf is probably 80% India books. I try to explain to people how much it means to me, but no one understands.
I’m so obsessed it’s bizarre.. I’ve made (never booked) about 1000 trips on expedia. When I was 15 I started saving up money so I could go as soon as I graduated but I went to London with my school and had to use it for that. I feel like I need to go there to become who I really am. I know it will change me. I’m so afraid I’ll never go.