sugar_n_spice89

Well alots changed since I last wrote on here

I started my 5week placement, and to be honest went into it just wishing it to be over! My head wasnt in the right place I was just looking forward to going back to my home town to see my family and then travel for the summer.

I ended up hating every min of it and wondering if it was the right carear for me :/ after a week and a half I dropped out!!

I am now back in my first year doing Early Childhood Studies and really enjoying it! I’m learning all about babies and young children and also family studies it’s really interesting!
I think this is what I needed to do at the time, if I had carried on I probley would have failed the course and went into my second year even more behind in conidence as a teacher ect.

Who knows when I finish this course I may go on to my teaching and be even better teacher than this course would have made me.

Since writting this I think my confidence has grown massively..
but i still have a long way to go to be the confident self i want to be :)

I was working in faliraki all summer and forced to talk to everyone, dance when the bar was empty ect which realy helped.
I have just ordered Paul Mckenna confidence book, hoping this makes me even more conident in work situations and university.

Just ordered the confidence book…hope it helps :)

Think over the past year being at uni meeting lots of new people and working abroad for the summer my confidence did grow but i still get shy and uneasy about certain situations.
I am going back to Falirki this summer and want to be super confident, even without drink!

Fingers crossed