I'm doing 43 things
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3 years ago
i dont think there is one person in this world that knows i cry everyday. i put up such an act…like im fine, im okay. but im not. im far from being okay.
suicidetears's Life List
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1. Fake my own death to see if anybody would care
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2. become happy
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3. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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4. move out on my own
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5. Lose 20 pounds
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6. meet Bert McCracken...and get a picture of him beside me so i know that it wasnt just a dream
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7. meet Gerard Way...and get a picture of him beside me that way i know it wasnt just a dream
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8. get my tounge pierced and all of my desired tattos
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9. not become my mother
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10. donate blood
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11. kiss a stranger
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12. scream
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13. get into the navy, army, military, national guard...something like that.
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14. live without fear
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15. hit all the buttons in a crowded elevator
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16. go skinny dipping
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17. Do something that has no purpose and is absolutly crazy at least once a day.
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18. learn to skate (on a skateboard)
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19. live like i have one last day
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20. put a message into a bottle and throw it out to sea
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21. control my anger...including the anger i hold against myself
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22. dance in the rain every chance i get
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23. ...forgive...
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24. get all adam sandler movies
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25. help a person in need
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26. fully trust in God
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27. save a persons life
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28. cry in public
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29. get a broken bone.( just to see what it feels like)
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30. get into the perfect college
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31. let a guy truly fall in love with me.
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32. give a single parent my months rent
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33. own a house
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34. let all of the feelings that i hold inside just let go in a room full of mirrors, breakables and sharp objects.
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35. raise my children in a christian home
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36. go to tons of rock conserts within my life time
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37. earn the respect of an intellegent person.
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38. go home every christmas
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39. make my family proud and proove that they did indeed raise me right.
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40. find my mother and ask her why....
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41. help a person completly turn there life around
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42. lead someone to God
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43. have the true feeling as if i were flying.
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Recent entries
their needs before mine
3 years ago
ive done something close to this but it was only twenty $.
well, i saw my cousin in wal-mart. she is only about 22. she had a baby about a year ago. she just lost her job and was having a really hard time. her baby (matthew) had no diaper on and was looking really dirty. i had remembered that i had 20 with me and i tried to offer it to her but she would not take it. so while she was turned around i gave the twenty to matthew. he took it with joy and started to slobber all over it. i quickly gave her a hug and told her i had to go. i was about halfway down the isle when i heard her say my first and middle name. i looked back blew her a kiss and told her i loved her and took off running. it made me feel so good. i would just like to do it again. but with much more.
