sunshineKid

Right, its nearly Feb 09 and Im a tad concerned as to how im going to work full time and do a degree…Im completely unorganized but I am completely motivate so im hoping that will do it! words of encouragement please folks!!! :)

I used to drink a lot of coffee, like a lot. And then something nasty happened a year ago and my heart went a bit crazy and I had to have some scans done and it wasnt good, and the thing that kept popping up was that my heart problem cold be made worse by caffeine. so i stopped. and it was weird! I didnt realise how much I relied on it for energy so it took a while to get used to it but I havent had a coffee for almost a year :) and (fingers crossed) my heart is ok :)
I do drink coke but no heaps of it and that doesnt affect me so thatscool

Don’t get me wrong I love my friends, I really do. I’d just really like to meet people who are…....a bit more mature I guess. People who have stopped taking all the drugs and have got themselves a job for example. People who read books and take pictures and aren’t afraid to talk about it. People who Ive never met before, never even seen before, so we both start with a blank page and no one can secretly bitch behind their backs about stuff that they did 10 years ago and have never lived down. Stuff like that. This town in nice, Ive always lived here, but, everyone one knows everybodys’ business. We all know what he said to her and how she cheated on him and was a bitch at school. It does my head in. The answer Im coming to is that I should just move to a new place and that would solve my problems but that not the right answer. yet.