sunshineboy




I'm doing 40 things
 

sunshineboy's Life List

  1. 1. Get my masters degree
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    1,206 people
  2. 2. get my australian citizenship
    4 people
  3. 3. Improve my health
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    308 people
  4. 4. Improve my English
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    2,175 people
  5. 5. start saving money
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    464 people
  6. 6. Get my aussie learners license
    1 person
  7. 7. network more with people
    126 people
  8. 8. join Toastmasters
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    201 people
  9. 9. be a great speaker
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    4 people
  10. 10. study art history
    76 people
  11. 11. write a short story
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    1,170 people
  12. 12. Write 3 short scripts
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    1 person
  13. 13. learn photography
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    2,898 people
  14. 14. Improve my poetry writing skills
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    5 people
  15. 15. Draw more cartoons
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    4 people
  16. 16. fill a notebook with new ideas
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    2 people
  17. 17. publish my cartoons
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    2 people
  18. 18. practice meditation
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    247 people
  19. 19. Learn to play a musical instrument
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    729 people
  20. 20. have a home library
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    28 people
  21. 21. create a personal travel map
    624 people
  22. 22. back up all my music
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    3 people
  23. 23. Get Professional Voice Training
    2 people
  24. 24. be punctual
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    211 people
  25. 25. make a claymation film in 2012
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    1 person
  26. 26. Learn Korean alphabet
    2 people
  27. 27. work on my portfolio and portfolio website
    6 people
  28. 28. reach 200 friends on facebook
    2 people
  29. 29. start a wordpress blog
    3 people
  30. 30. create a rotoscope animation in 2012
    1 person
  31. 31. tidy up and back up the files on my laptop
    1 person
  32. 32. watch all seasons of Friends
    5 people
  33. 33. publish a photobook
    2 people
  34. 34. wear t-shirts
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    1 person
  35. 35. learn how to dance in a club
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    808 people
  36. 36. detox in 2013
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    1 person
  37. 37. Finish a painting I promised to a girl
    1 person
  38. 38. create video art
    2 people
  39. 39. go to a movie marathon
    3 people
  40. 40. make my sisters wedding reception a success
    1 person

How I did it
How to buy an XBox 360
It took me
7 days
It made me
excited


How to see the penguins
It took me
3 years
It made me
awww


How to publish a photo essay
It took me
7 days
It made me
creatively bold


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kiss a girl i love
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complete my bachelors degree
A long scholarly journey

A long scholarly journey. Very proud. Looking forward to a more progress.



Tell the girl I love how I feel about her (read all 2 entries…)
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This girl has been giving me mixed messages since we first met. The first night, we met through a friend. It was a group party. three korean girls and two guys. We went to a thai restaurant, pub, then a dance club, then again a korean restaurant. She would keep asking me questions about me and always sit next to me, would serve me first, and later held my arm, and stayed close to me. After that we have been going out on what would appear ‘dates’. movies and dinner and walks. She always replies my calls or messages on the phone. Recently she said she would come to my house and cook korean food for me on weekends. But at the same time, I felt bit annoyed because she would keep me at bay when i tried holding her and and stuff. So at some point I stopped contacting for about a month because I couldnt crry on with that mixed behaviour. I thought I can’t waste my time and i had to concentrate on my university degree.

But somehow she came back into my life with same playfulness. Its hard to resist her cuteness. She asked me if i could tutor her on english. Last night she came home in the evening. I have been thinking about telling her how i feel, because if i don’t someone else will. And in a way i didnt care if she said yes or no.. i just didnt want to keep it inside me anymore.

After the lesson, I walked her to the harbour and told her how i felt. it was bit awkward because i didnt know what to say beyond ‘i really like you’. haha she said ‘i like you too’.. and i said no you dont get it i really really really like you’ lol. she just look at me and expected me to say more.. until i came up with more things to say. i held her hand. she let me. and asked her for a proper date. she said yes but she would give answer on the date.

I mean i didnt expect her to answer on the spot.. i get it that it was fairly out of blue situation for her. i dont care if she says no. but she has no idea how happy i will be if its a yes. but i have been hurt before and dont want to expect an yes and go through that pain if she says no.

i really care for her. i dont feel excited about telling her.. but feel more surprised at how easy it was to speak up straight and tell a girl you like her. wow it was not as hard as i thought it would. and if only i had the slightest courage in the past.. i wouldn’t have given up on other girls in the past.



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