I'm doing 26 things
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4 months ago
oh boy…. We got back together after I broke up with him last time and it was lame!!! Dont do it! Learn from me! You are not that lonely and horny! Phone a friend! Get a vibrator!
sunywebb's Life List
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1. cut my hair
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2. fall in love with myself
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3. be in ridiculously incredibly awe-inspiring, jaw-dropping shape
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4. get all my teeth fixed
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5. have incredible confidence
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6. buy these shoes: merrell robotic or siren sport, purple ecco flats, vans, green converse, black sauconys!
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7. find my camera!
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8. type 35 wpm
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9. do the 100s for 100 days
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10. find my place in the sun
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11. journal daily
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12. hula-hoop
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13. find a job i love
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14. simplify
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15. lose 50 pounds
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16. have unshakeable inner peace
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17. complete my divorce
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18. collage
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19. do pullups
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20. join crossfit
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21. stretch every day
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22. visit austin
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23. try bikram yoga
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24. try capoeira
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25. declutter
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26. quit drinking
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How I did it
It made me
exhilerated 
How I did it: So after 15 years of wanting to hike this trail (embarrassing, huh?) I finally did it! It was harder than I thought, and more rewarding than I thought. I started out at 8 in the morning at Big Basin and finally reached the ocean at 3:00! It was exhausting, yet extremely empowering. Read how I did it…
It made me
free
How I did it: I sat down and wrote a long letter to him, starting with all the things I have learned from him, what I appreciated about him, how he's helped me grow, and explained how I have changed since we started dating, thanks in part to him loving me, being there for me and helping me through some very tough times. I explained how we had be growing apart for a while, headed in different direction, and expressed the sincere desire that he meet a wo… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
20 year reunion
4 months ago
Well this last weekend I had my 20 year high school reunion. And I did not drink. And I had a great time. And…. I actually remember the whole evening. Ahhhhh, it felt so good to leave the evening with my dignity intact!
halfway through my first month
4 months ago
I’m on day 15. And although I have quit many times before this time I actually feel good. I have reached an acceptance, a surrender. Without the drama, poor me pity party that had always accompanied quitting before. I feel balanced, and grateful to be in this place of serenity. I thought I had hit bottom enough times to have gotten to this place before but I guess I just wasnt ready, til now. What has helped me is I started going to a 6 a.m AA meeting every morning. Yeah I know, its hella early. But now that I am not drinking, its much easier to actually get up, clearheaded and all and its an amazing way to start the day, in reflection, being grateful, for the next 24 hours, that I dont have to, or want to escape from anymore.
