i keep changing my styles, my looks, my attitudes but i still don’t feel right. all my life i’ve been trying to fit in but no matter what i do i just don’t. i want to be myself but i don’t know how to be.
nikki ;D's Life List
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1. fall in love
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2. find myself
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3. fit in a bikini & look good in it
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4. start an all girl hardcore screamo band
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5. find "the one"
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6. be nicer
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7. learn to play drums
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8. be more flirtateous
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Recent entries
i used to be really shy but my friends basically pulled me out of my shell. so now i just need to learn flirt more. especially since i’ve been having no luck with guys.
always wanted to play an instrument but all the ones i’ve tried i’ve given up on. i usually give up quickly case i get frustrated easily. but i think drums might actually work out. hopefully. =/
