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Relate better with my cat
I have been really angry with my cat lately because it started sh**ing and weeing all over my lounges – my wonderful lounges that I love!! I didnt realise the wee at first – just couldnt seem to track down “the smell” anyway then one day I found the poo! so I cleaned it all up and made sure the cat had no probs about getting out side to the garden – anyway this pooiung and cleaning went on for 2 weeks and I was at my wits end – I couldnt let anyone sit on the lounges anyway in the end I had to get rid of them – they are now sitting outside on the lawn – airing out. My Dad hasd some old lounge he wanted to get rid of so – I took these even thought they are kind of daggy. Anyway meanwhile Clover has begun doing her business outside again! But I still feel angry about the whole thing and I realise this is just bad for my own health. And also Clover stares at me like I am a traitor!!!!!!!!! While still following me everywhere and always awaiting my return when I come home. I want to be loving to her – but I just feel mad!! Should I try the Radical Forgiveness worksheet on my cat? May as well give it a try

Woah I have so much difficulty enjoying going to the gym – but then what is worhwhile that is easy anwyay!. I always feel good that I went even if I struggle throught the routine at the time. Maybe I will go for a long walk instead! – Yeah – good idea.
I can always go to the gym this arvo if i want to. (HMMMMMMMMmm see if that really happens wont we!)

I was looking at a bookshop last week that was for sale – it was relatively cheap because it currently doesnt make a lot of money. It is a second hand bookshop anyway and the whole idea seemed really fantastic BUT – I am a bit trapped because before I can borrow any moeny I have to get rid of my debt and I dont see how I can get out of my debt until I start being able to generate a bigger income.