I went clean in March 07. It was very hard. Since then I have still had cravings and miss it…and now I’m giving in and going back to my old ways. I’m telling myself I’m only buying 3g then I’m going to stop…heh, we’ll see how that goes.
:) Took a lot of tries, but it’s nice to have people who recommend you to places. Then you have a credible…oh what’s the word…I don’t know but it helps! :) I start on Monday.
This is going very well.
In about a year my hair has gone from above my shoulders to just barely below my shoulders :)
Still growing it though!!
NOBODY WILL HIRE ME!!!
I’m 18 years old, almost 19, very smart and responsible…but NO ONE will hire me :(
Not even a freaking grocery store…what is wrong with me??
I’m doing very well. Three people in the last month have commented on my posture and poise :)
Everybody else in highschool/college drags their feet and slouches, but not I…I sit up straight and walk with poise :)
Hell yeah!
Doing very well here. I need a job, but I’ve controlled my money spending A LOT. :)
I rarely buy anything unless it’s an absolute necessity. I mean really girls…why do we need 3 black shirts? One is plenty. Or at least one tank top, one t-shirt, and one long sleeve. But pounding this into my head has really helped me realize what is necessary and what is just ridiculous.
Besides prices are going up on necessities like food and I guess gas…but I’m going to start riding my bike mostly :D
I don’t really feel like getting one anymore. Unless I got a VERY small heart with my lovers first initial inside.
Getting a tattoo is permanent and I want something meaningful that I won’t regret later in life.
Things are going well. While I go on walks, I take notice to my posture, suck my stomach in (hold it in), and put my shoulders back. It’s kind of stuck with me throughout the day, too. Usually when I’m sitting I just naturally sit up straight, so things are going well :)
They came through a couple weeks ago, but I didn’t go. I was too caught up with school. :(
I missed out :(
It’s growing! I haven’t cut it in over 4months, unless to just trim a wee bit off. But it is growing :)
So I’m almost out of highschool, and once I’m done I’ll be going to school nights at a community college. Well, there’s been a lot of job postings about a coffee shop needing people Monday – Friday 6a-1130a and oh man, this could be it :) I could really finally be working at a coffee shop!!
I just hope they are still hiring by May 13th!!! :\
I started walking with my dog regularly, pretty much everyday or so. Afterwards I stretch and do some situps. It really makes me feel a lot better about myself and I feel more productive.
I highly recommend doing this. If you are “too busy” then why do you have enough time to sit on your ass and watch TV, hmm?
Exactly. Don’t keep putting it off. Just do it. Exercise!!!
My first kiss with the most perfect man [thomas] was in the rain. :) What could be better?? I’m glad he is the one I kissed in the rain, it made it special and memorable, and so enjoyable. :)
Once again….Mr Tommy. I’m not afraid. I’m at ease. For the most part. Often I feel worried about losing him, but I do know there is nothing to worry about. He is amazing. It’s a once in a lifetime thing. :)
Mr Tommy. Didn’t give up, saved me from bad things. And I’m so grateful for that. 333 so much. And I’m sorry I’m so selfish and bitchy and hog you. I just don’t want to lose you!!! :)
this is soo much fun! it’s easy too, either take a few adderalls or lots of caffine. you lose a ton of weight too because you’re too ‘zombie’ to realize you are hungry…
even though i have no one to spill my bullshit on and help me through my tough times, i’m there for all the jerks and all the people who really could care less about me. I help them through, and despite me getting nothing in return, it really makes me feel a little better about my sad life.
so many people try and help me, but i push them away…i want someone who won’t back down and will be persistant in helping me…i know a lot of people who i’ve been friends with for a long time now really care about me and are very worried, and I hate to hurt them and they hate seeing me like this…but i cant do it alone…and no one will step up to plate…
