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I know that God loves me and I have to always be open to recieve that love even in the most darkest of places. I do meet with other for 2 bible studies at my church but I am trying to get over the feeling of being alone.

My husband is going through his own things and does not take the time to invest on us. He has become very selfish and that is not the person I fell in love with. I do pour my energy in our relationship but feel as though I do not get anything in return. I am not hear saying he needs to shower me with gifts and expensive things but he can show that he cares by asking me how my day went or help me around the house without being told and later reminded 5 more times. He told me once that I need to remind me of what to do. So I wrote it down, no luck.

What happened to meeting people in the middle?

I am praying for peace in my mind and for help from God to help my husband understand that I feel as though I am his mom and there is only so much a person can take this pain and darkness in their life.

This will be a motto I will just remind myself to not stop and put things off. My husband means well but I can not wait for him to “feel like” doing things or flat out forgetting about it.

I just want to complete a degree and move on. I have maxed out all of my stafford loans and once I get my GPA up, I can get some grant money. I have horrible credit and now i feel soo soo hopeless. I just want to finish already. Send my you prayers and along with my own I just want to finish soon .