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had it done about a month ago, hurt so much less than the top of my ear and it looks amazing! i think everyone should go for it but make sure you go to a clean place and stuff…good luck! (it hardly hurts btw, just like a pin prick but its over before you know it)

i’m so frustrated because i know im not fat and i just lost a load of weight but now im petrified of eating at all because i dont want to put on weight so much, i cant stop thinking about what ive eaten all day, even if i ate some raisins or something stupid like that despite the fact that i exercise 5 days a week…this is so annoying…even my sister doesnt want to eat with me anymore because she thinks im scrutinizing what she’s eating but im actually insanely jealous of her because she can eat whatever she wants and doesnt even care and she is so happy…ive even stopped eating eggs because i found out they are quite high in fat, how pathetic is that! i need some advice so i can stop wanting to kill myself everytime i eat something…

i started wearing hijab about 6 months ago…i think…it was a big shock to everyone because it was kind of like an over night thing and everyone was like omg…ANYWAY its given me so much confidence and ive like..found my self? know what i mean? cos i used to have like loads of self esteem issues and now i dont!!
yer so my point is…my sis just cut my hair (which made me nervous at the time but its ok cos she told me AFTER that it was her first time…) yer..and it looks really nice so now i have to do my hair in the morning (like straighten it nd stuff which takes ages cos its soooo curly…) anyway so now i have to do my hair AND my scarf and im a perfectionist so my scarf has to be symmetrical so it takes twice as long for me to get ready for school and my dad is getting annoyed lol…anyway…i thought i’d share that with you because there was soooo much point in this over long post..o well..ok, im gonna go now…bi xx