I didn’t get to see him over thanksgiving break.
A month ago he wanted to see me so bad and now, what am I now to him?? In less than a months time I am nothing?
It hurts so bad knowing that we were only 20 minutes apart and I never got to see him. Only two short phone calls during break. That’s it.
I thought this would get easier, but it just got worse.
Winter break is going to kill me.
Nov 26, 2006, 07:33PM PST | 0 comments
Sep 07, 2006, 07:47PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I’m sad and confused.
I thought maybe it could work. but I just don’t know anymore.
maybe everyone was right.
that he has his own stuff to deal with and people to meet. no time for me to be in the picture.
and to think I didn’t believe them. but now I am starting to.
though I honestly don’t want to. I still want to believe in this, I want it to work so bad.
It’s so lonely.
Sep 07, 2006, 09:23AM PDT | 2 cheers | 3 comments