sycogirl25

What is true happens? I wonder for so long what is true happens. Is just one hour when you don’t think about everything going wrong in your life. The Last time i can remerber my being happy for more then a hour is july of 2006. Snice then my left has gone to complete hell. It is very hard to even get out bed this morring. Sometimes i just wish god would just take me in my sleep. Take me out of my misrable and take me out of everybody eles miser. So at lest they can be happy or move on with there life.

How can one be so unhappy in there marriage, that they don’t fight for it, but instead i stray. Now i am alone, with no friends and without a man who truely loves me for what i was. NO i can’t stand to live and have to.