sydneybidney4

It’s the most important thing. Happiness. Love. Anything you enjoy can be your passion; mine kind of surprised me. Yours could to. Stop looking. Just live.

My vocabulary is just not really where I want it to be. I’m horrible with grammar so I always have to double and triple check everything I write [ except for this , sorry readers!]. What I’m really concerned about though is my childlike writing. I’m defiantly one of the best in my class but that doesnt say much ;I mean there’s millions of people on the planet who want to be journalists. Does best out of 400 really make me a tough competitor? I don’t think so. blehhh.

For the past year or so I’ve struggled with an eating disorder. It has been one of the worst expeiriences I’ve ever had. I urge anybody starting to stray down this path to quickly avert themselves because it’s a viscous addiction- and yes, IT IS AN ADDICTION. An addiction to make yourself thinner, better and every day no matter what foot you put forward it continues to pull back. I think it takes an extremly strong person to get over an eating disorder and thats what I want to be- the penicle of strength.
I know it says ‘Get over my eating disorder’ but what I mean is to not act on my eating disorder. I’m not so naiive to think that i can get over an eating disorder in thirty-something days. My next goal will probably be another date set for me to ‘Get over…’. I’m going to keep setting these personal goals until it becomes second nature. If I brake this goal up into parts it won’t seem as overwhelming and difficult [ even though I know it will be either way].