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synscintima




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  2. 1. Develop a healthy body image.
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  3. 2. Start knitting again and learn how to read patterns.
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  4. 3. Surround myself with people that appreciate me and inspire me to become a better person.
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  5. 4. Shoot a revolver.
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  6. 5. Take my strengths more seriously and make an effort to apply them to the same degree that I indulge my weaknesses.
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  7. 6. Have a night picnic with cheap wine and good food.
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  8. 7. Find constructive outlets for my frustration, anger, and bitterness.
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  9. 8. Write more often and more honestly; pay attention to the product in preparation for starting to share it with other people again.
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  10. 9. Take a roadtrip up the East Coast by myself: staying in cheap hotels, shutterbugging, and writing.
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  11. 10. Be quietly subversive.
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  12. 11. Escape escapism.
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  13. 12. Get inked: a tat that reminds me of the way trees look in winter and/or one that's Neutral Milk related.
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  14. 13. Spend a semester abroad.
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  15. 14. Skinnydip at night.
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  16. 15. Paint and redecorate my room at home.
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  17. 16. Find a way to let you know how much you mean to me without making a complete ass out of myself.
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  18. 17. Stabilize my sleep schedule.
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  19. 18. Know Charm City like the back of my hand before I end up somewhere else.
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  20. 19. Resolve my chronic state of existential crisis.
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  21. 20. Go to more shows.
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  22. 21. Start that supersecret two girl stencil team.
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  23. 22. Further define and exercise my moral and political conscience.
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  24. 23. Make another zine.
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  25. 24. Have a Coffee & Cigarettes party where everyone watches the movie, drinks coffee, and chainsmokes.
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  26. 25. Get involved in some sort of volunteering that I genuinely enjoy and feel makes a difference, however small.
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  27. 26. Go dumpster diving.
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  28. 27. Remember that I am a human being, not a human doing.
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  29. 28. Start a journal documenting my favorite quotes from books, songs, films, friends, etc.
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  30. 29. Make an effort to get involved with Students for Environmental Awareness and/or Solidarity Coalition on campus.
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  31. 30. Feel alive again.
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  32. 31. Fly out to spend time with my grandma in Reno at least once before she gets too old to remember me.
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  33. 32. Take responsibility for my general outlook and mental state so that I can begin to see how I could change them to serve me better.
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  34. 33. Be less harshly critical of myself and others.
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  35. 34. Find a decent therapist who can actually help me.
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  36. 35. Draw or collage a self-portrait despite the fact I'm terribly unartistic.
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  37. 36. Explore and photograph an abandoned asylum, hospital, factory, or amusement park.
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  38. 37. Sleep with someone I actually respect and/or care about for a change.
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  39. 38. Stop taking it so personally when people treat me like shit and realize they're just shitty people.
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  40. 39. Get back down to 135
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  41. 40. Go at least a month without any kind of suicidal ideation.
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  42. 41. Replace cigarettes as a coping mechanism with something less expensive and unhealthy.
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  43. 42. Review all of my goals stated here and other places at least briefly once a week to make sure I stay on track.
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Review all of my goals stated here and other places at least briefly once a week to make sure I stay on track.
Untitled 3 weeks ago

I was just checking in here for the first time in a couple weeks and I wanted to thank everyone who subscribed to me for doing so. I know I can be pretty boring to follow because most of my goals are long term goals and I don’t usually do entries, but it makes me feel good to think of numerous people I have never met secretly having my back on these goals. So thanks everyone :)

Oct 15, 01:11AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments



 

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