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  1. 1. Deal with my depression
    3 entries . 6 cheers
    23 people
  2. 2. find my motivation
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    29 people
  3. 3. Stop binge eating
    1 entry . 13 cheers
    310 people
  4. 4. carpe diem
    1 entry . 13 cheers
    568 people
  5. 5. Find myself and love what I find
    2 entries . 12 cheers
    1 person
  6. 6. see the thing that is genuinely beautiful about every person
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    180 people
  7. 7. Be Focused And Determined And Make Things Happen
    3 entries . 8 cheers
    310 people
  8. 8. Go for a midnight picnic
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    71 people
  9. 9. celebrate obscure holidays
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  10. 10. eat better foods
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    25 people
  11. 11. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy
    25 entries . 5 cheers
    173 people
  12. 12. lead someone to Christ
    3 entries . 20 cheers
    248 people
  13. 13. sit next to someone whos by themself
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    2 people
  14. 14. leave flowers on the grave of a stranger
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    3 people
  15. 15. Look for opportunities to say dramatic lines like, "You'll live to regret this" or "Hello, my name is Indigo Montoyo. You killed my father! Prepare to die."
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    14 people
  16. 16. Create a life filled with beauty, truth, mystery, love, purity, hope, passion, wonder, magic, and lots of Life.
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    1 person
  17. 17. Stop making sudden assumptions about people before meeting them
    2 entries . 12 cheers
    1 person
  18. 18. leave notes in library books
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    539 people
  19. 19. travel the world
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    18,487 people
  20. 20. Have a Mad Hatter Party
    2 entries . 9 cheers
    1 person
  21. 21. Keep embracing the fantasy, and never stop believing in the things and beings that are 'unreal.'
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  22. 22. grow my own pumkin patch
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    1 person
  23. 23. learn to write with my left hand
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    636 people
  24. 24. be the change i want to see in the world
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    294 people
  25. 25. Let go... everything's gonna be all right
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    4 people
  26. 26. Be a walking dr seuss for a day
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    1 person
  27. 27. learn more origami
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    7 people
  28. 28. Just...Be patient. Stop rushing life. Really breath in everything amazing that surrounds me-while it's there.
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    2 people
  29. 29. Stop thinking about things I could have done because ..I Didn't!!
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    2 people
  30. 30. Make more friends... good ones!
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    2 people
  31. 31. have a mud bath
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    11 people
  32. 32. Improve my Karma.
    225 people
  33. 33. draw, paint, and pastel-ing more often ^^
    10 entries . 9 cheers
    1 person
  34. 34. Learn to trust again, and trust wisely
    6 entries . 11 cheers
    190 people
  35. 35. watch ponyo
    2 people
  36. 36. pray more
    3,048 people
  37. 37. Work towards a new goal each month for a year
    1 entry
    1 person
  38. 38. Write a letter to myself that I'll open in 5 years
    80 people
  39. 39. Only check my facebook and myspace once every few days
    1 entry
    1 person
  40. 40. Reawaken my dream life
    1 entry
    8 people

How I did it
How to finish making my bag
It took me
1 week
It made me
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


How to find a positive source of addictive adrenaline
It took me
10 months
It made me
Okay


How to be 100% happy for an entire day, midnight to midnight.
It took me
4 years
It made me
Better


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Recent entries
Reawaken my dream life
Room made of glass 17 hours ago

I’ve had this dream of being in a room made of glass.

I sat in this room, staring, never moving or touching the glass.
Though I wanted to (how much I wanted to). I felt like someone would come out and say, “That’s wrong, that’s my glass.” It’s weird, but I had the largest desire to shatter the pieces. I wanted to get everything out. I wanted to scream and stomp and make a big scene.
But I didn’t.
I still want to.



celebrate obscure holidays (read all 4 entries…)
November 6 1 day ago

Pumpkin Chunkin Day
I suppose this might mean that I should have thrown it away. I’m not sure so I did the funner thing and slammed it on the ground and stomped on it… I almost felt bad because it had a carved picture of my favorite pet who passed away a few months ago. But I think it was okay because the pumpkin was rotting, and I’m sure Kiki would have liked for me to relieve some stress.

November 7—International Tongue Twister Day
(tomorrow)
I started early and found a few fun ones:

Mr. See owned a saw.
And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.
Now See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw
Before Soar saw See,
Which made Soar sore.
Had Soar seen See’s saw
Before See sawed Soar’s seesaw,
See’s saw would not have sawed
Soar’s seesaw.
So See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw.
But it was sad to see Soar so sore
Just because See’s saw sawed
Soar’s seesaw!

A skunk sat on a stump. The stump thought the skunk stunk. the skunk thought the stump stunk . What stunk the skunk or the stump?

A Tudor who tooted a flute
tried to tutor two tooters to toot.
Said the two to their tutor,
“Is it harder to toot
or to tutor two tooters to toot?”

A tree toad loved a she-toad
Who lived up in a tree.
He was a two-toed tree toad
But a three-toed toad was she.
The two-toed tree toad tried to win
The three-toed she-toad’s heart,
For the two-toed tree toad loved the ground
That the three-toed tree toad trod.
But the two-toed tree toad tried in vain.
He couldn’t please her whim.
From her tree toad bower
With her three-toed power
The she-toad vetoed him.

You’ve no need to light a night-light
On a light night like tonight,
For a night-light’s light’s a slight light,
And tonight’s a night that’s light.
When a night’s light, like tonight’s light,
It is really not quite right
To light night-lights with their slight lights
On a light night like tonight
(Hence the reason for the LumiLove night light picture)

I thought a thought.
But the thought I thought wasn’t the thought
I thought I thought.

Babbling bubbling band of baboons—The Weasleys from Harry Potter

More here:) http://www.indianchild.com/tongue_twisters.htm



Only check my facebook and myspace once every few days
(Or once every few weeks for that matter) 3 days ago

Because I’ve been obsessively checking it lately, feeling guilty that I haven’t recieved a letter from her. I need to be okay with this and realise that this isn’t my fault: I didn’t choose for her to contact me after fourteen years. I shouldn’t feel guilty for telling her how I felt…

And this is the only reason why I check my facebook eighty percent of the time. I’m wasting my time, my energy, and my spirit keeping up with her.

Hence, I only need to get on it to talk to the people who really care for Me. And with this being said, I can just call those people or text them. I don’t need facebook.

No more facebook checks for a few days (at least). The End.



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