I'm doing 40 things
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Tina's Life List
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1. Actually take steps to completing my goals
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2. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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3. Try to get over and past my Dads death.
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4. Improve my relationship with my son
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5. Lose 25 lbs and tone up
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6. Live for today, and stop worring about tomorrow
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7. grow an herb garden
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8. Take a cake decorating class
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9. Skydive
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10. start reading books - again
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11. say what I am really thinking or feeling when I am feeling or thinking it.
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12. clean out my junk room
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13. see more of the world
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14. take more pictures...better pictures
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15. Be More Outgoing and Less Shy
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16. go to more concerts
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17. Go to the Mediterranean
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18. Stop struggling with religions and just be
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19. organize my music library
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20. Stop worrying about what others think of me
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21. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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22. stop worrying so much
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23. get out of debt
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24. make more friends
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25. establish a regular sleep pattern
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26. go on a cruise
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27. Bitch and complain less
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28. bungee jump
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29. get my right arm quarter sleeve tattoo cover up/finish
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30. Overcome social anxiety
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31. compile a 100-things-about-me list
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32. go spelunking
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33. Get closer with my family
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34. go horseback riding
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35. Get rid of 60% of my clothes , most of which I never wear
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36. TRY to cut back a wee bit on the cursing and swearing
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37. get back in touch with old friends
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38. reflect daily in a 'one sentence' journal
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39. share good poems
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40. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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How I did it
It made me
feel like a kid! 
How I did it: I found the idea here on 43T and thought it was awesome. I decided I had to do it. I bought my postcards and set up my profile. I had a problem. I did not consider international postage. I had mailed off two cards with regular postcard stamps. Somehow one of them actually got there though! I did send another to the country that had the wrong postage that did not make it, and I signed up for two m… Read how I did it…
It made me
pleased with myself.
How I did it: I looked through my dvd collection for my favs, then I looked at my Netflix history at the dvds I had rated with 4 stars. That gave me most of my movies. Other than that, I looked at my wish list on Amazon for the other movies I had listed that I have been wanting to buy for a very long time. To that I added just a few more that were not on any of those lists. TA - DA!!! I don't know why I wanted to do this. … Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Well, I have learned over my lifetime not to be too trusting. Trust me, I have learned it the hard way. So it has taken me this long to finally tell my feller a bit about myself. Yes, I find it odd that after almost 4 years he had no questions on a lot of things that he absolutely should have, but hey, I figured it was a guy thing.
Anyhow, I finally told him all about my past, my childhood, my twenties and now. All the details. No I do not mean a boyfriend rundown, or I was a whore or did drugs or time. I mean who I really am, why I am, why I act the way I do, etc.
It felt like a hundred pounds had been lifted off of my heart and mind. He said we are fine. Everything is good.
Then why do I feel like this right now?
I think I have made a mistake.
