I’ve tried everything else. Well, not really everything. However, I find that I have no musical bone in me. Much to my dissappoinment because I love listening to it and just wanted a part in the music world. I figured there must be something. Then I thought, I love to write. Whether I am good or not I don’t care. All that matters is that I CAN!! It makes me feel good to actually be able to do SOMETHING!!
takeachance2day's Life List
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1. take a chance today
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2. Take life as it comes
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3. Organise my life
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4. Find something interesting to do
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5. get out of the house more
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6. stop reading others blogs and start living your own life
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7. not take myself so seriously
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8. Get to know myself
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9. appreciate life
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10. be beautiful without makeup
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11. appreciate the small things
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12. make some friends
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13. stop trying to figure it out.
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14. be more tolerant of others
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15. Live in gratitude & be happy even if the rest of the things on this list never happen
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16. Tell people what I really think
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17. Get rid of the negative people in my life
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18. be more friendly
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19. Keep in touch with people
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20. travel the world
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21. just do something
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22. start a fashion blog
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23. meet Robert Pattinson
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24. declutter my mind
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25. read the twilight series
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26. write a novel
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27. be more positive
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28. let go
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29. take more risks
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30. Fall in love
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31. dress up more
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32. know what I want
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33. Be myself
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34. Make a decision and stick to it!
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35. simplify my life
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36. get a job
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37. be open to new experiences
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38. make the most of what i have
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39. live
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40. write
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As making friends- yes FRIENDS and not just aquaintances is hard. Noone out there wants to just chill out at your place- its not like that anymore. Everyone is so awkward. I guess I am too, so this doesn’t help. I don’t really fit in anywhere – or haven’t found my “niche” as they call it. Is this good or bad or what? I don’t know anymore. I wonder if I should stop being on the lookout for potential friends and just be. JUST. BE.
Somethings got to give. And it has to be me. If you don’t give, you don’t recieve. Thus, no matter what others are like, I will just try to reach out and say hello and how are you, even if they look unappraochable. You see I look very unapproahable most of the time and I really don’t want to anymore. Recently, a boy from my year at school committed suicide. I just think to myself, I could have said this to him or been there for him as a friend. But you never think people will do something like this so I suppose you have to be nice to people and keep in touch with old friends and new all the time as you never know what could happen to them or how long they will have left to live. It’s so sad and has torn my heart to pieces even though he wasn’t that close at all to me. But he was someone I knew for about 15 or 16 years from a distance yet so close at the same time and he left such a big imprint on my life and those around him. His passing has taught me it is important to keep in touch with all people one comes into contact with. Even if it is just to say hey how are you I care what happens to you. RIP T.P.
