talkingtoaj

Someone told me “There are those who say…

'this is what I want to do with my life',

then there are those who say

‘this is what I’m going to do for God’,

but the best is to be someone who says

‘God, what do you want me to do?’

I started applying this. Regularly submitting my heart before God. It took time, and I worried about how I might know whether it is God who is leading me or just myself, but then I realised God is far bigger than my limitations. He’ll find a way to guide me, all he wants is more me to have a submitted heart before Him.

I am so stoked now to be in a place I never guessed I would be, using all my giftings and feeling so released!! And to see circumstances come together to give me opportunities I never thought i would get.

To live God’s plan instead of mine is to be truly freed to be fully me.

I want to think big in everything i do. How many people could I help with what I’m doing, how do i need to do it differently to make the biggest impact?

Don’t get me wrong, for exercise its a good idea. Not me, i don’t box, but my good buddy does and loves it.

But to defend oneself, it is far better to learn how to talk down an opponent, how to diffuse or confuse so you can walk away without you and them getting hurt – that’s the acme of real skill.

I find replaying situations in my mind, working out what i could have said… it takes practice, but is certainly doable and soooo much more manly before my woman than resorting to fisty-cuffs.