I'm doing 20 things
i went to college last fall weighing 105 lbs. i looked and felt great.
one year later i am at home for the summer, weigh 135 lbs, and feel completely miserable.
this is the most i have ever weighed in my life. and if one more person lies to me and tells me i look great, i am going to snap and hurt them all.
tomorrow im starting to count my calories, and im going to the gym. i think i will start out with a pilates class and some time on the tredmill. and i think i will start taking my vitamins again, too.
i hope this works.
none of my clothes fit me anymore, and shopping is too depressing.
