taryncatriley

for essentially my entire life, i’ve been suffering from this. I have been chewing my fingers since elementary school – the skin around my fingers has been reduced to just scar tissue, which i can either bite off or cut off with a blade (with no pain, since its scar tissue)... My fingers are completely wrecked and dehumanized. My scalp is completely obliterated and covered with scabs and wounds that wont heal because i wont let them. my legs, my back and my arms also have similar wounds/scabs that i pick at every single day. i haven’t gone a day without bleeding in a very long time. when i try to not pick, i bite my inner cheeks/lips until they are raw. i’d love any moral support or whatever. i’m aware that i’ve painted myself to sound like a complete freak, but i’d really appreciate people going through the same things.