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Used to live in DC and thought it was fun…of course I was in my teens. Loved to visit the zoo and museums (mainly liked to sneek around and have sex in odd places) BUT I would love for my kids (5yr old and 3yr old) to see the zoo and at the least the Smithsonian..Hopefully, I will be doing this soon. Don’t plan on showing the kids where I was bad hehehehe…..miss the traffic, subway, museums and basically the ability to do whatever and whenever you like. Unlike macon/forsyth, ga which seems to shut down around 10p or 11p.

After being severely depressed and suicidal, I decided I needed a change of life. I would like to pursue a degree in xray tech mainly because it would still be in the medical field AND I won’t have to deal with patients/families as much as I do now — being a psych nurse and all. Been nursing since 1995 and honestly, I’m burned out. So, not sure when I’m going to start going. Trying out new meds first so don’t want to rock the boat but def. the plan is in the near future.

So, got severely depressed. Went to a medical doc (couldn’t get a psych doc appt fast enough) and she gave me cymbalta (drug from hell at least for me). it had the total opposite effect and i tried to OD. didnt quite take enough pills LOL. anyway, right now i’m glad i’m still alive and kicking. seeing a pdoc who got me on different meds. not working right now cause basically cant deal with it. found this place called crazyboards.org or .com. i suggest getting on this site. very uplifting,,,good place to whine, ask questions, bitch, laugh, cry etc. hate to say this but your brain does weird things to you and your life really isnt that bad it’s just your brain being kooky….....get some help even if from your med doc till you can see a psych doc or just go to the hospital and tell them you’re suicidal and BAM you’ll get meds, people to talk to, appts made etc…... Good Luck (risperdal 0.5mg at night, lexapro 10mg in the morning, klonopin 0.5mg twice a day and 1mg at night) Certified Druggie heheheheheheheheh