taylor_stephanie

I am one of those people who over look the simple things in life. All the little things in life that make life great. The people, the songs, the food and the Lessons in life that are all imcluded in making life the way it is. Love is one of those things that is the BIGGEST litle thing that I often overlook. It seems like it comes natural.. but it really does not. I fight it all the time. I want to love without fear and hesitation. I think half the reason, I do not love with my whole heart is because I do not want to suffer. Sometimes just what we think is better for us really is making i worse. People think holding on takes all the strength.. but people who have let people I have so much respect for. Because, in my honest.. down to earth decision; Letting go is by far harder. Letting a loved one go is harder than staying in a sticky situation. I know they are hard both ways. Holding on, and letting go. They both seem like lose, lose situations. Not to down anyone or anything.. I am just saying. I am young, thats all I am going to say, But I have life experience like none other. I have a single dad, and my mom is the biggest drug addict who ran out me. And ditched my family. I hve a brother at the age of 28 who just completely did what my mom did and left my family. I have a sister who I look up too. I was abandoned by two main people in my life. That shit hurts. But what it all taught me was to love harder, love stronger.. and love deeper. Forgive right away, and brush it off your shoulder. Forgetting is hard to do, and I do not want to forget for a second what I have been through. Because, I know who I am by what I have been through. I think you become who you are by what you have been through and how you’ve grown. I feel like I am all that I need to be. My purpose in life is God. Simple as that. I desire to help change peoples lives. And be an inspiration for teenagers and be the best friend to the teens who need it. That sounds creepy, as I do realize. But, I just want to counsel them and let them know that anything is possible. Because I know better than alot of people how hard life can be. Everyday people make it through situations, and I can not see the concept of how they do it. People go through hard times everyday that I just can not believe they are still are here. But I realize that God is the only factor behind it all. It really is. So, I am hoping this changed someones life who read it. Please message me, I would love to hear from you.

Hmm, we have it everyday. Faith. Like, when you go to sit down.. you know and have faith that the chair your about to sit in, will hold you up and not break. And you also, may get out in the drive way to your car, haing faith that it will start. In our everyday relationships, we experience faith. We put faith into most of the things we do. In a softball game, if the starting catcher pulls a muscle in her shoulder, we have faith the second string will come in and finish the job. Christianity and religion plays a big role in this here called faith. Faith is knowing and believening to unseen. Physically we can not see God. But we know he is there. Its like when you lose someone close in your family, even though they are not there, you can sense that they are right next to you. God is in every move we make, every breath we take.. every single thing created, God is apart of. He is everywhere. Christianity, revolves mainly around the Holy Bible. Thats the christian book. If you read the bible, you should have faith in it, and listen to what it says. Its not a book just to be there when your bored on a saturday, its there to show you the way in life. In this book, it shows you what God has done.. and what he will continue to do. God is not someone you will see. Jesus is the Human form of God. He is the mortal form. God is not mortal. He is not Human. We cant look out our windows and see his body, or his face or his arms and legs. But we know he is there. Faith, is what its all about. Beleievening that there is something bigger than you out there, who loves you over anything, and will be there for you every step of the way. UNconditional Love. God is love. We were put out to the test. We are the new disciples. We are the followers of God.. in this Ungodly nation. Just have faith and believe He is there always!

We are the new discpiles. Soon time too start acting like it. God is my love. He is my life. And always will be until I die. I am commited to him with all my heart. I breath every breath for him. He can do the impossible. Heal the sicklLet the blind see. Feed a ten thousand. MIRACLES are made with Christ. I am a youth for God.