tears001

i had a friend of mine… the truth is i never had any friends until he ame in my life. He was a nice energetic, intelligent, caring, and he was just like my guarding angel. he was near abt my age until his examination began(school final). He was forced to give up talking to me. We had to seperate and ultimately when his exam has completed, he is completely ignoring me. Its true taht i’m too selfish here to ask of his company but is it really too much? i never had anyfriends and my parents can hardly spent time as they have to go out. all i wish is few emails and a call in a week. is it really too much rom God? i dont have anything so why my classmates are still jealous of me? just because i live in two flat?
and when he can fully understand me, if he really have to leave, why dont he inform me. why he keeps pulling things. all i need is a few company. i know if i die atleast whatever be after death , its far better than living here. i want to leave this lonely world. i really loved him and i know if i die, i can be with him in someday as every human being is mortal. its better waiting after death than waiting in this painful world.