temperedred

We met at an ice cream parlor. I was on my way to a meeting and we talked so long, about nothing, I missed the meeting. It started to rain and he lived close by so we ended up on his sofa. He asked if he could kiss me, I smiled. What a connection! We hungrily looked into each others eyes and finally made it down the hallway into the bedroom. I can feel it now as we kissed each other all over and stared into each others eyes. The passion was amazing! Its been like this for 3 months now. We talk forever about everything and we enjoy each other. Now my question is, is this just geting some or is this getting some. We have nothing in common but the sparks send me to the moon and back. Love or lust?

he is a manipulating idiot. So how do I react, by trying to kill myself. I totally lost the will to live trying to please him. What happened to me. That is what I need to be concerned about and not having a happy marriage. What happened to me? Thank God for good friends who knew how to help. So I give up on a marriage. No I don’t blame him for my depression but I do blame him for lying and using me to find himself. Still he is angry because I am stronger and don’t want him anymore.

We have know each other since we were 4, before kindergarden. We had paper routes together and fought through those fun teenage years togehter. We drank and smoked. We hated our moms. I had kids and she went into the air force. We married and divorced and married and divorced. Somehow we grew apart. Different friends and different interests, different jobs. She had babies and i’m grandma. It was so simply, I missed her and called. So much time had gone by but it was like no time was lost at all. We both need new bedroom furniture and to make a trip to victoria secret. So Tueday, its a date. How simple was that. Just picking up the phone and getting my best friend back. Wish all of life was that easy.