I'm doing 35 things
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23 months ago
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terri's Life List
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1. encourage J to pursue a relationship with his daughter
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2. lose pregnancy weight and get in fantastic shape
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3. get some things accomplished during this time alone
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4. find more creative outlets
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5. be less boring
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6. Give gifts randomly all year instead of during the holidays
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7. start seriously supplementing my son's education
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8. bake a loaf of fresh bread each week
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9. learn how to socialize without drugs and alcohol
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10. get my teeth fixed
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11. Be a good mom
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12. Deal with my rebellious 12 year old in a consistent calm way even though he makes me want to scream the way he's been behaving lately
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13. learn how to live and find inspiration without drugs and alcohol
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14. cook more frequently
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15. go back to school
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16. support my boyfriend and help him seek treatment for his bi polar issues
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17. Learn what it means to be in a commited healthy relationship
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18. journal every day
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19. find a creative project to absorb myself in
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20. Do Yoga at least 3x a Week
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21. find my own work
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22. Take family (and other) photos to display in my home
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23. Purchase some cute clothes and shoes that fit
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24. get back in touch with nature
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25. keep it together
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26. work toward home ownership and childcare business
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27. exercise daily
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28. Limit Lucas'computer time and think of other things to do
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29. get myself out of this mess
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30. count my blessings
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31. be brave
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32. try to get son involved in outside activities
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33. continue to show my love to my sweetie each and every day
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34. be more stylish
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35. create a career plan
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Recent entries
same old story
23 months ago
still alone. Interesting to see a pattern here and suspect that it won’t change.
Deal with it, accept it or move on?
It’s worse than ever now. Alone physically for the most part, emotionally, alone in housework and mostly alone in paying bills. Alone in worrying about the bills, mostly alone in caring for the baby…
It sucks to be alone when the man I love is right there…
I don’t understand why he doesn’t love me or want to be with me (says he does) but without any communication from him it’s not for me to understand, just to deal with.
He finally said that he gave up because I’m angry all the time. Not true but yes, the situation does make me react in anger from time to time…and how dare he blame me for his being this way?
Heartbreaking, frustrating and yes infuriating at times
